it's been two days since you passed . i don't know how to get through life without you on my side . you said you'd take me to italy , you knew how much i wanted to live there . in your will you left money for me to go . i don't want to go without you . i can't live without you . i miss you so much , my love . i wish you'd come back to me and i wish this was all some cruel joke you were playing on me . i picked this blue , it was your favorite colour . it was our favorite color .