Unsent messages to JASMINE

Hey you were a great friend to me but I parted ways with you as i knew you got bored of me but though we parted i still miss the fun times we had even if you weren't so great to me but the hurt is gone now so goodbye ? i purple you

i don't know why you left me but you did and I just want you to know i miss u more then anything you were my everything i woke thinking about you and i just want my best friend back.

hey bæ ??
come over and let me suck that monster phat schlong of urs ?? um btw carrots doesn't need to know abt this ;)

i could never write down in words how much you mean to me. sometimes i think of you as my platonic soulmate. but then i remember that our friendship is more of a one way road. i live in fear that if you knew me how i knew you, this friendship would not have lasted how long it has

I miss you everyday. Lying to you was the worst mistake I could ever make. You're still my person and I still think about you when I listen to sleeping at last

You did NOT have to start a rumor that I was "trying to get at you." I was flirty with you a few times and you flirted back, so don't act like I was the only one flirting. I complimented you and you did the same. Sometimes you would flirt with me first. So don't act like this is a one way thing!

You were the first girl I put so much effort in to, so when you got a boyfriend while we were talking I felt like i wasn’t good enough and it was my fault

Jag har verkligen inte varit den kompisen som du förtjänar. Varje gång jag kommer tillbaka så har jag alltid förväntat mig att allt har tagit slut, men du bryr dig fortfarande. Om jag kunde ändra på saker så skulle jag gjort allt annorlunda, jag skulle varit ärlig, jag borde ha pratat med dig. Jag vet att du hade förstått, men min själviska sida och mina rädslor tog över och jag lät det gå ut över dig. Jag borde ha gjort bättre, du förtjänade bättre. Det måste ha varit tufft, men jag var så upptagen med mig själv att jag ignorerade dig helt. Jag hoppas bara att du aldrig glömmer ditt egna värde. Du är så viktig, du spelar roll. Om jag hade kunnat, så skulle jag gett dig alla fina saker i hela universum. Men jag kan inte ge dig så mycket mer än min tid och kärlek. Tack för att du finns. Tack för att jag har fått vara en del av ditt liv så här länge. Jag vet att det inte alltid har varit lätt, men tack för att du bryr dig. Jag älskar dig.

i loved u and u knew it u just couldn’t force urself to do it. and when u left i saw the look in ur eyes and it hurt us both

I wish I can just go back in time to relive the memories we had together and for me to actually ask you to dance with me and not being a pussy, I'm sorry for not being the person you wanted me to be

you ignited an awakening in me I didn’t know was possible. I wanted to kiss you everyday I was with you. I couldn’t. I lied when I told you we couldn’t be friends anymore. It’s because I couldn’t be friends with someone who I was in love with. Please fucking know it isn’t your fault. I promise you.

do you still wanna be friends? are we even friends? do you want to be friends again? do you want to have that relation ship that we use to have 3 years ago? i do.

what did i do wrong .... i gave you everything and all you do is use me, i loved you man but now i’m not so sure

i always knew you'd leave me for her. you always belittled me when i told you i was worried. you are a liar and i see right through the 'good little christian' front you put on.

i'm starting to dislike seeing your face. not in that way, but when i see it, i get sad. almost immediately. why did you have to make so many unnecessary promises with me that you knew you wouldn't be able to keep. you really hurt me, you wasted my time. but at the same time you didn't, you taught me to be aware of people like you. i think about you everyday maybe because you post everyday but, do i ever cross your mind? are you slowly forgetting the way my voice sounds, the memories we shared, and inside jokes had. i loved you, regardless of our 2k miles distance. i loved you, regardless of your mood that hour, or if you couldn't talk to me for a long period. i loved you, just because. i still don't know why you had to lead me on. i wish i understood you better, i wish i understood myself better. i told myself when you started talking to me to, "not talk to her, she's gonna end up like your last ldr". however, you showed me that you were better than the last. all to turn out the same. well, goodbye now. i hope you get into your med school, i hope you get over the shit that was constantly bothering you. i wish you the best even if you don't wish me the same. i never did anything wrong but hatred is a part of getting over someone. thank you for loving and hurting me.

I remember pink is your favorite color. You threw our friendship of 7 years down the garbage for someone new, someone I introduced to you. It hurts a lot. Nonetheless, you taught me to realize when enough is enough. You taught me to learn to forgive myself and forgive others. Thank you for the memories, the happiness, and the pain. You made me the person I am today. I wish the best for you.

I love u but ur straight and there’s nothing I can do about it and it makes me so mad cause i want u so bad but I’m not out and ur not gay so it doesn’t work. And it never will. I love you forever, goodbye ❤️

i was in a really dark place when we first started talking,you brought out a side i thought i lost thank you i would always love you no matter where life takes us...j

so ive been meaning to tell you something for quite a while and im fine if you dont feel the same way but i really like you and i dont want to ruin our friendship because we've known each other for like 9 years but i just thought that u deserve to know. x

Hey ik we arent on good terms right now but I hope we can become close again. The notifications I get on my phone always makes me smile.

I tried loving you but all you did was make me the bad person and cheat. But I see you’re married now. Congratulations. I still love you

idk what it was but i truly loved you with all of my heart and i don't want to seem all weak but it really does hurt thinking about you and what we used to have without you i feel like nothing i feel like i'm stuck in a never ending circle of the same events and it makes me feel like i'll never be enough for anything and i absolutely hate this feelings because i really want to be happy but something holding me back and idk what it is all i want to say is that i love you so much and appreciate you for who you are

Hey how’s life I hope everything’s great sometimes I wish we were still talking they’re so much I have to talk to u about I wish we never fought over something so stupid but I think our real problem was we were so stubborn and alike maybe that’s because our birthdays were so close I hope you’re not still angry with me and I hope one day we can talk it out and be friends again I hope everything is okay with you and you can laugh and smile you gave me a good reason to live so you better live too so I love you and I’m always gonna be here no matter what also I don’t know what was going on that day or if it was me if it was me I’m sorry but if it wasn’t I hope you got through that day and felt happy towards the end of it

fuck you for breaking my heart twice saying you liked me.how could you have feelings one day and the next you dont. ik we still talk but you dont have the same energy its like you dont wanna talk to me. the second time we decided to get together you said you really liked me and wanted this to workout but nah you gave up and jus lost feelings.

you broke me. i thought i was in love with you. i cried for days and relapsed. please i miss you so much and now i fucking hate you and your friends.

I wish we could go back and redo it so I can fix where it first went left but I can’t. I love you and you will always have my heart. I still miss you but there’s nothing I can do about that. I know what you think but that’s not what it was, either way I’m still taking care of your son with all of my love.

We were friends since the 3rd grade. I loved you so much and a part of me wants to be as close as we were but then I remember I can’t try to fix your problems before I even handle my own. I wish you the best in life and I hope you find strength in God to do the things you love❤️

Hi I know we haven’t talk in a long time and I really miss you like a lot and you were my best friend and idk what happened, I’m so happy for you I really am❤️ I just miss you and I really need you....

i miss you so much. sometimes i really wish we could've fixed things but i just don't think we're good for eachother.

rocco's red sign was not knowing how to correctly use your/you're, at the age of 14. anywho let's throw stuff @ him.

I love you. I never will stop. I wish I could make you happy. Thank you, you have
shaped me in a way nobody else could.

I know we don't work right now but i still have some hope for the future with us, always. i love you.

i love u eternally even tho i know we could never have been together u were so beautiful and hot
love u baby