idk what it was but i truly loved you with all of my heart and i don't want to seem all weak but it really does hurt thinking about you and what we used to have without you i feel like nothing i feel like i'm stuck in a never ending circle of the same events and it makes me feel like i'll never be enough for anything and i absolutely hate this feelings because i really want to be happy but something holding me back and idk what it is all i want to say is that i love you so much and appreciate you for who you are