Unsent messages to JAIDEN

I miss you
but its time i move on

I miss you sm but idk why bc how could you do that to me

I miss you
I sometimes wonder if you miss me

i miss you so so much and im sorry for leaving but we couldnt fix things if we tried

I love you, but i just wish you would love me the same

I miss the way u shortened my name
it made me feel special
I miss u so much u dont even know it

I like you but I think you like my best friend

i miss you so much. im so sorry for what i did, you were the first boy i’ve ever been in love with.

why would you ever do that to me

I love you so much

i'll never love anybody the way i loved you ever again

I wish I just apologized.

I miss our late night messages
i miss you

you're the stars and the moon. i hope you know that.

I can’t wait for our wedding

Idk if I like you and if I did I wouldn't be allowed to.

I love you

i wished we talked more, i wanna say so much

I can be my own first love. make me happy. don't settle for less. you are gonna get hurt by the rate you're going at.

hey, you're not my first love but I've recently started to like you.. We don't even talk a lot which makes me sad,you live in Japan and i live in the uk... I hope we start talking more, and i hope you don't judge me because of my insecurities. Ily and i mean it

You were my best friend and you always had my back but you also stabbed me in my back we were to alike and that’s why we were toxic to each other

you were ready and I was not I wish I could go back in time and change everything I love you I really do I … am just to late xox

I loved you and you loved me but I wasn't enough for you. I'm doing better now but that really hurt.
-angel hair pasta girl

hey jaiden. i'm here because i need you to know that you mean the world to me, even though we have had some rough times i still care about you more than anyone else i have ever met. you truly have brought out the best in me as a person, you have inspired me to be the best person i can possibly be. i have gotten attached with everything about you, your smile, your laugh, your entire personality, i love everything about you, you are that light in the darkness of the world we live in, you have made me a happier person you're amazing. thank you for everything.

i know that we have gotten really close, sometimes we have been closer than others, we have our ups and downs, right now i think we are in a down. but nevertheless i still care for you the same way i always have. right from the day i met you i knew you were special to me, i have never felt this way about someone other than you. you have said before you don't know why you decided to text me in the first place, you just did it. we were meant to meet each other for a reason, our paths crossed with a purpose. we both don't know what that is, i guess we will find out eventually. sometimes i feel like we are not as close as i think we are, i have put a lot into you and i don't think i have gotten anything back, but that does not stop me. no matter what you say or do i will continue to have these feelings for you. and i have honestly tried to put them behind me, i have tried to just be friends. because i know you do not feel the same way and you probably never will, but i still cannot put it behind me, it takes me over,you are the only thought to ever cross my mind, you are always in my head, and i will never forget you. and it hurts, because i have seen you go down a dark path, you have changed, and i still feel the same way about you. you have given me every reason to pack up and leave, but i can't do it. i am slowly dying inside without you. i want to help with you everything i have. no matter what happens i want to be close with you, you mean the world to me as a friend and more. if our paths do not end up with us being together than i at least want a strong friendship bond, because at some point i would have to move on from those feelings if i can find the strength to do it. i know that no matter what happens between us i will never forget you.

i can’t be your punching bag anymore it’s not fair how you ignore me for weeks until YOU feel like you wanna talk i’m tired. but i love you too much to let you go

You lost love for me . I know you did , I realized when you kept ghosting & coming back . I didn’t care tho bc i just wanted more time with you . Ily forever bubs .

I wish i could have some more
closure i just want to talk to you.
i can’t stop thinking about all the memories, i wonder if you miss it too?

I miss you. Even though you seem perfectly fine without me in your life. If you ever see this I hope you know I love you, and will be here for you always. -sjsj not saying who lol

no matter how much it breaks my heart to see you with her i’ll always smile and nod when you ask if everything’s okay

I finally don't hurt when I think about you anymore. The memories were great but we weren't made to last.

you're an absolute piece of shit and i'm so pissed off. stop going to my friends about your feelings and just come to be you fucking coward.

My 1st real love. Thank you for always being there when I needed you most. I hope I’m doing you proud now