At this point I really don’t know what happens next. Idk if we’re still even friends. It seems to me like we’re trying to be back in each other’s lives but I’m not sure how that will happen. Part of me wants you back so bad but the other part hates you so much to the point where I should block you and forget about you. But I can’t, you can’t escape my mind. I think of you 24/7. I try everything to forget you but it’s so hard. You are carved into my mind. I miss you most days. I wish I could see you because I believe that me and you deserve a shot at love. Hopefully soon I have have you in my arms. Until then I have faith I will see you and hopefully we do everything we talked about. I still love you.

i wish i was actually honest with you about my feelings.

My sweet boy, I’m sorry. I took you for granted. In another lifetime, I love you. I promise

I wish you actually understood and cared about me