Unsent messages to JACE
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: November 14, 2023, 3:10 am UTC
i like you a lot actually, i hope you feel the same
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: November 12, 2023, 4:31 pm UTC
you make me want to better myself so that we can work.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: November 12, 2023, 7:39 am UTC
i thought we would get married, i really loved you. i just wish you'd respond one more time.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: November 5, 2023, 1:33 am UTC
I love how awesome you are, your funny personality, your voice... I wish I could be yours. I'll try
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: November 3, 2023, 2:25 am UTC
If two people keep finding each other are they really meant to be apart?
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: November 1, 2023, 2:37 pm UTC
i really wish both of us worked out. i was dumb back then but i keep on missing u.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: November 1, 2023, 2:55 am UTC
hi jace, so this is the end, thank you for everything. goodbye and good luck:).
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 25, 2023, 3:06 am UTC
i wish you’d pay more attention to me
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 24, 2023, 2:08 am UTC
i will always and forever love you jace.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 20, 2023, 11:55 am UTC
i miss u so much my lovey, i never really moved on. i still love you so much that it hurts.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 19, 2023, 11:15 pm UTC
I’m your light I’m your shining star I’m your everything. I love you for infinity
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 18, 2023, 11:50 pm UTC
I can’t keep waiting its only hurting me more.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 17, 2023, 2:27 am UTC
you never wanted my love, you just wanted my intimacy.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 16, 2023, 3:26 am UTC
You’ve been on my mind ever since that day. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 14, 2023, 4:37 am UTC
i wish i could wake up right next to you one day.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 12, 2023, 4:11 pm UTC
I miss us, we were special and I know you know it. Come back
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 12, 2023, 4:07 pm UTC
I miss you. You brought something out in me I’ve never seen before. Why her..? Why did u lead me on.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: October 10, 2023, 2:33 am UTC
I’m sorry.You really are my best friend. Just wish I didn’t care so much sometimes.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: September 20, 2023, 3:50 am UTC
In a perfect world, I see me and you together <3
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: September 8, 2023, 9:09 pm UTC
You’re constantly on my mind. I miss you so much. I wish I had the courage to text you again.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: September 5, 2023, 5:35 pm UTC
just tell me what you want from me.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: August 30, 2023, 4:20 am UTC
When dividing up the universe, you could have mine
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: August 28, 2023, 4:10 pm UTC
i’ve always liked you, but how do i tell u without losing you
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: August 24, 2023, 7:48 pm UTC
Idk how you feel ab me:( I need a sign man
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: August 19, 2023, 8:25 am UTC
i did you wrong but ill always be here, right where you left me
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: August 14, 2023, 3:27 pm UTC
i really love you so much and i hope this works out :)
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: July 31, 2023, 3:55 pm UTC
if i ever got to talk to you again i don’t think i’d stop
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: July 29, 2023, 2:36 pm UTC
i should’ve hugged you tighter the last time i saw you.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: July 27, 2023, 3:36 am UTC
What if i told you i’ve loved you since high school
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:52 pm UTC
I miss the feeling with but I don't miss you.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:37 am UTC
I love you and I’m sorry I have a hard time expressing my emotions sometimes. I hope it ends well for us.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:21 am UTC
i wish i had never entertained the thought of you liking me, your love became tiresome and boring and i grew colder. i dont know why i went for you even though I didnt like you in the first place. i know i hurt you, i just wish you would just stop trying to justify the ways you hurt me. i hope YOU get the help you so desperately try to keep out of your life because you think youre always right. i hope you see this too.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:18 pm UTC
you were so toxic for me, but honestly, i still find myself missing you from time to time. i wanna hate you so bad but i cant and it makes me so mad. don't be a dick to your future girlfriends. have a good life.
From: ABC
To: jace
Date: December 28, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
Sometimes I still think about calling you. About picking up the phone and typing your number on the keypad digit by digit. I know that we never worked. We were like two ticking clocks moving faster and faster until they’re no longer ticking in time. I sometimes wish I could turn back the clocks. But not all the time. Hidden behind the positive memories of you there’s sharp harsh moments like nails sticking out of a piece of wood. Like blood trickling from the ceiling above you in a horror movie. I still think about what I did in hot flashes of embarrassment. The clocks got out of sync. Even now I look at pictures of you with a grin, but if I linger too long on your memory the cracks start to show. Sometimes I start to blame myself for the cracks. But then I remember what she told me that night sitting by the fire. The flames illuminated her face as she spoke telling me about what you did. I wanted to tear down your memory that night. To take away everything good about you that i remembered and shove it deep into those cracks. I catch myself thinking about your smile sometimes but then the scene contorts and I see her face by the fire. Flickering and flickering until my face is red hot again. Not with embarrassment this time, but burning hollow rage I can feel deep in the bottom of my stomach. I wonder if you know that’s why I didn't want to talk to you when you picked up the phone and typed out my number digit by digit. Deep down I wanted to hear your voice. Smooth and comforting reminding me of a person who I trusted with the deepest parts of my life. But I don’t know if you were ever actually that person. I held onto you like a rope in a blizzard and created this image of a friend you never were. When I met you the world was cracking and crumbling under my feet so I took you and built up this perfect person to be there. And for a while you played that role but when you stopped I kept pretending. I know you think of me and what happened sometimes. I do think of you. I wish I could erase your memory from my brain but I don’t know if I would’ve survived the blizzard without you as my rope. But I’m a different person now then I was. I have solid ground under my feet. You were someone I needed , then someone who hurt me, and now you’re someone I want to forget. So I’m erasing your number digit by digit from my memory so I won’t think about picking up the phone to call you ever again. And I think you should do the same.
