i wish i had never entertained the thought of you liking me, your love became tiresome and boring and i grew colder. i dont know why i went for you even though I didnt like you in the first place. i know i hurt you, i just wish you would just stop trying to justify the ways you hurt me. i hope YOU get the help you so desperately try to keep out of your life because you think youre always right. i hope you see this too.