I dont know what's going on with me. One minute I'll be angry or when I look at your photos I wont feel anything but other times I think of you and it feels like my heart is rebreaking and I look at your photos and I break down. I know I dont hate you, I never will. Sometimes convincing myself that I hate you is easier than dealing with the pain of me loving you. I do love you though. I love you more than anything and anyone in this entire universe