Unsent messages to HISHAM
From: ABC
To: Hisham
I’ve always loved you but now it’s time to move on, I’m finally happy without you being present! I just hope i don’t see you again so no feelings can come back to me cos we could never be together. I hope you get everything you’ve always wanted for in a girl and you live your dream and follow your imaan and you stay happy and I hope you don’t get into any bad influences when I’m officially gone from your life and just be happy and and be a bit more mature please cos your too bloody childish? I genuinely wish you the BEST. I’m glad I met you
From: ABC
To: Hisham
remember when you blew me a kiss and i pretended to eat it? that was a nice night. i hate that i miss you like this.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
we were a lot of things but i never thought we’d be strangers. i never thought you’d be okay with losing me like this.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
i miss your room at your moms. do you think of me when you visit that house? fuck you. i want my letter now.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
I don’t know what to write but I’ve realised that you care for me but you don’t at the same time. You don’t regret meeting me but you don’t want to see me anymore, all you would want to see me is as a passing memory even though your not realising your doing right now! I feel happy but then there’s days that something doesn’t feel right and I can’t put my finger on it but then I think back to you. We were never meant for each other so I always wonder why god always made us meet so constant and awkwardly and unexpectedly all the time before, I just wish I can forget you completely cos I know you have, I wish I found someone that loves me so much and I do back too and he is sooo good looking and amazing and everything I would ever want, I wish I can get him to forget you just like how you do so easily, I bet you don’t even miss me cos I don’t but then your on my mind at least once a day even if it’s for a moment! But I genuinely don’t miss you so maybe I just need to get used to life without you in every way possible. I hope I never see you ever ever ever again and if you ever do see me I would be with a very good looking tall guy and I look like a 10/10 with my face clear and glowy, with my makeup looking good and newly coloured hair. I hope for alot but out of all of this I hope I see you when I’m over you completely so I don’t feel anything for you ever again.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
i know your spotify rewind will have a bunch of our songs. i hope it makes you sad. i hope you can’t escape me.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
last night i cried over u for the first time in weeks. i’d never go back to u but i still miss how u held me & how we laughed.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
i know you only miss me for the way i let you hurt me over and over. stop saying you love me & learn what love is first.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
i dreamt that ur apology letter was the length of a novel, but i still couldn’t forgive u. the words meant nothing to me.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
i keep having to remind myself not everybody is a constant puzzle i have to decode out of fear. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
the most painful part is the thought that we may never laugh together again. at least we had that last phone call.
From: ABC
To: Hisham
I'm still in love with you and still waiting for you even though I know you love someone else
From: ABC
To: Hisham
Thank you for being in my life and loving me. I’ll forever and always love you x
From: ABC
To: Hisham
i’m obsessed w you and i forever will be. i can’t wait to spend the rest of our lives together ml.
