Unsent Messages

I don’t know what to write but I’ve realised that you care for me but you don’t at the same time. You don’t regret meeting me but you don’t want to see me anymore, all you would want to see me is as a passing memory even though your not realising your doing right now! I feel happy but then there’s days that something doesn’t feel right and I can’t put my finger on it but then I think back to you. We were never meant for each other so I always wonder why god always made us meet so constant and awkwardly and unexpectedly all the time before, I just wish I can forget you completely cos I know you have, I wish I found someone that loves me so much and I do back too and he is sooo good looking and amazing and everything I would ever want, I wish I can get him to forget you just like how you do so easily, I bet you don’t even miss me cos I don’t but then your on my mind at least once a day even if it’s for a moment! But I genuinely don’t miss you so maybe I just need to get used to life without you in every way possible. I hope I never see you ever ever ever again and if you ever do see me I would be with a very good looking tall guy and I look like a 10/10 with my face clear and glowy, with my makeup looking good and newly coloured hair. I hope for alot but out of all of this I hope I see you when I’m over you completely so I don’t feel anything for you ever again.