Unsent messages to GIO

i always dream awake, most of the time i still dream with you

i just want a explanation or maybe even an apology

don't come back im happy without u

I really loved you with all my heart.

I loved u so much, but all u loved was my body.

i wish you were ready, i dont think i can wait for you.

im scared you'll know i love u no matter what

i still miss you. i really do

I wish I knew forever would end so soon

just thinking about u

Your my gio missed you badly much

I'm afraid that you might feel that I have feelings for u.

How's life in Canada

I’ve never felt this loved before

i don’t miss you anymore but i still think about you sometimes

ur mine forever and i love you. no one will ever be able to have

u make me feel things that even I can't comprehend

i still think about u sometimes and wonder how u've been

i really hope you like me as much as i like you

I don’t think I’ll ever feel the same about anyone else.

You painted my hometown a new color, made me feel things that seemed impossible. My name had never felt more pretty when it rolled off your tongue. Now i can't wait to escape this town, back to a life before you, without new colors.

I want you to come back, text me that you made a mistake and miss me. I'm sorry I got attached to early, you made me feel things I haven't felt in years.

Gio is just adorable without him being aware of it. He looks kind and cheery, an embodiment of innocence, newborn angels and daffodils dancing in muted blue skies.

u fucking suck. i gave u all of me. u caused me so much pain. i was convinced u were super smart. u knew so much about random shit and i loved listening to u ramble. but no. ure actually the stupidest boy ive ever met. losing me was the dumbest thing you could have ever done. idk who u moved on to, but fuck the both of u. i was the best you couldve had and i pity u for losing me. because now youll never know what it would be like to feel my love.

glad you showed me your true colors but yet you turned everyone at the school against me for something i didn’t do.

you are the biggest fucking slut ever, I fucking hate you. I wish you would just slit your wrist open and let your blood pour. I hope you never find love again. I really thought it was obvious when I wouldn’t kiss you back or call that I wasn’t all that into you. Maybe go take a shower for once and stop whoring around. And if you don’t want to get dumped don’t try breaking up with your girlfriend on her birthday, then cry about it.

We probably wont ever speak again but i hope you feel better. maybe we'll meet someday and start over. idk. i just wish you gave me an explanation instead of leaving me to believe that i did something wrong. but thats ok i guess.

you lied about everything. why couldn’t you just love me? all i ever wanted was to be better for you. why wouldn’t you do the same?

I hate that you knew I liked you, but you still didn't say shit until I had the courage to tell you. But, you just told me, " I just see as a friend Emily." I felt bothered when you broke me. I know I'm a STRONG woman, and I do believe love to coming to me.

Hey, I’ve been in love with you for a long time. I hoped things could’ve lasted a little longer and that you still could’ve kept that promise.

i miss you. i miss who u were. where did i go wrong? pls love me back. everyday i still wish to be in your arms.

I thought you were cool from the beginning always so kind and funny maybe it's meant to
be maybe it's not only time will tell

I always thought you were a cool guy and friend when your mom asked how your "girlfriend" was on speaker I was so happy I hope to get back to you on that question of mine

sigh. uhhhh you try to hard at trying to be manipulative. you can't make up your mind at all and its annoying asf. I get your going through shit but I wish you would realize how u make me feel by what u say and how much it hurts lol. I love you but stop being such a dick pls mwah

i love you. but sometimes you make me sad. sometimes you don't understand how sensitive i am. it's not your fault though. lets facetime again soon

You were cold and distant like the moon but still so mesmerizing and comforting to star at,I love you.

To the boys who’s favorite planet is neptune, I hate it every time we distance, just like right now. I’m sorry for being such a bad conversationalist, i love talking to you, i just don’t know what to say. I look forward to talking to you everyday, and when we text it makes me happy. I think you’re really cool, Gio :)

i like you so much it’s getting crazy and a little embarrassing no ones caught my eye like this before who would’ve known

Hey there friend, it’s been what- 10 years since we last saw each other. Not sure but I had a crush on you at one point and I think you felt the same. But we soon drifted away and deep down, I know I still can’t let you go. Wherever you maybe, I hope you’re well. I’ll do my best to not forget our happy memories.

hi, words don't describe how I feel or think about you. when you first came into my life I didn't know how much you would mean to me. I still can't believe Im not over you, its been almost a year. and I don't think I'm every getting over you. I'm never going to forget you. you were my first kiss, first guy I felt loved by, first guy I cuddled with, first guy that made me feel something, first guy to see me naked , first guy I brought to my house, and first guy my parents met. lastly, the first guy I actually loved. the funny part is, is that I realized I loved you till after you left. you have no idea how much I would do to go back and save our silly middle school relationship. you are completely different from the rest. I've never met someone who's caused me to feel the most loved and hurt at the same time. I hate that its this way. only if you knew though. the playlist I'm listening while writing this just played your favorite song at the moment, what a coincidence lol. I feel stupid thinking you have ever felt this way about me because I know you will never see me the way I see you. I hope we never part ways. I don't wan to lose you forever, even if we're just friends. I wish you could see this but I don't think you ever will. I feel dumb again because I know you never were in love with me. I don't think ill ever feel this way for anyone ever again. maybe in the far future we could be together again. I love you gio, I don't think ill ever stop for now. but for now we're just friends I guess. I will forever cherish our memories and I hope to make more.

i miss how things used to be. there was a simpler time when the most exciting part of my day was going to 5th grade to see your big goofy grin.

I never understood why people stayed in toxic relationships until I met you. please stop trying to put yourself back into my life.

i wish i was special enough to make you stay. it’s hard to let people go, but i know you’re happier with her

even though you never knew what to do with your hands, they always felt so nice on my skin. i don't think i'll ever not love you.

You broke me in so many ways and I will never be able to forgive you for it. I can’t stop thinking about you but I really wish I could.

You made me love myself again. You were the reason I checked my phone every morning to see a good morning text or a how did u sleep text. Now I’m alone in bed at night crying myself to sleep. You made me smile like no other person has, you truly are an amazing guy but you weren’t for me I believe. Thank you for showing me how it felt to be in love and be genuinely happy, I’ll never forget you.

you’re like a breath of fresh air. i love ur personality so much. ‘frs’ i hadn’t been excited about someone like this in months. irly. a lot.

i loved you with all my heart but you took something ill never be able to get back then you left without a trace

I never asked God to keep someone happy as much as I did for you. My heart will always be full of love for you.

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, you made me happy then broken. I hope I didn't make you hurt too badly.