From: ABC
To: Desiree
There are days that I am filled with rage at your mere existence. Other days, I’m so utterly jealous of the fact that you got to know him the way that I did.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I will always love you. I’m sorry for breaking you the way I did, but I’m glad you finally began to love yourself again and found someone to love you better than I could. Maybe our paths will meet again. Until then, I’ll see you in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
It honestly sucks ass that I cant always be there for you when your having a bad day or night. You honestly don't even know how many times I've wanted to hold you in my arms and just help you forget about everything. But were gonna be able to do all the things we dreamed of doing. right? If I'm going to be honest,i just want to spend the rest of my life with you,marry you, have kids,grow old together. Like in those movies. I want all of that to happen, with you of course. I really couldn't stand someone that long if it wasn't you. And I obviously couldn't love someone like I love you. Every single time we're together it feels like time is going so fast. And I always want one more minute. One more second. " I should've held her longer." is what I always say to myself. Ugh, if only I could wake up to you every day. And one day I will. I know I will. I just have to be patient.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
i wish you would be sober long enough to let your emotions back in and have a real conversation with me.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I have liked you for years but I am sorry for everything I have done, I wish that I could change thkngs but I can't you are always on my mind and ypu mean the world to me i just wanna apologize for everything I have done i hope you can forgive me
From: ABC
To: Desiree
i couldn’t sleep last night. while i was thinking about everything my mind always wanders to you. even when i’m doing the simplest things like cooking,cleaning,schoolwork,or just laying in bed. my mind always wanders off to you. “ did she eat?” “i hope she drank water.” “ how is she right now?” it always you. it’s always been you. i don’t care about anyone or anything else til i had you. There’s this question, “ when did you know you wanted to spend the rest of your life with them?” well, thats pretty easy on my part. it’s when we saw for the first time again after we broke up. seeing you smile again made me think you were happy without me. and sure that broke my heart into a thousand pieces but i didn’t care. i cared that you were happy. because i thought i was the thing that held you back. and i know if i let you go i could love you from afar. and not hurt you as much as i thought i did. that’s when i knew i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. whether it would’ve been together as friends or more. and thank god it was more.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
Hey, I miss you so much but I can’t say it in person. It’s all my fault. I’m glad your happy. It sucks knowing you grew into someone you said you wouldn’t, I have no say I hurt you and no longer in your life. But I hold love for you still and miss you. Just know ..that you were the best lesson I needed to learn. Thank you, goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
You are the most beautiful person I've ever met. I think I've always been a bit in love with you. I miss you...
From: ABC
To: Desiree
what do i say to u? istg we’ve had so much history together ? i hate u stupid bitch. ughhh. but i still love u ? ur my bestfriend and i appreciate u sm if ur seeing this rn...suck my ass
From: ABC
To: Desiree
fuck im so happy youre mine. i honestly dont know what id do without you. not a single minute goes by without thinking of you.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
How have you been? we were just meant to meet each other. nothing more and nothing less.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
i sit on that hill where we shared our first kiss, dreaming that we could be together once more.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I’m glad we aren’t friends anymore bc you were never a good friend to me fr
From: ABC
To: Desiree
im sorry if you didn't feel special to me anymore. cos in truth. ill miss you forever
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I will always wish things turned out differently. I will always wish you were still here.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
no one in existence has the purity of your eyes and beautiful smile.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I miss you. You seem happy and that’s all I could ask for I carry no hate
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I developed feelings for you too late, bc I didn't know you'd get a bf so soon. What could've been
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I really wish we could have talked more between us I really miss you and our conversations
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I made a list of moments that make up the “why” too. Tell me if you want it. Or give me a sign.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I always tought "I'll wait for you" but now I understand. If you love someone you have to let go
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I hope you stay. You healed me and gave me faith in people again. You’re so important to me.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
i still consider you my friend, i wish u told me what happened to change that...
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I miss you sm and I truly felt a spark w us. Des if you see this please reach out.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I wish things could have been different I just hope you know I'm always on your side promise
From: ABC
To: Desiree
This can’t be good bye. Text me and let’s have better communication and make this work
From: ABC
To: Desiree
If you knew how much you still mean to me. Pls, reach out someday
From: ABC
To: Desiree
No matter what happened no matter what you said. I <3 u You showed me love that show in movies.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
come back to me baby i miss you always, we can work through anything, te amo.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
Thank you for our friendship. I hope we can repair it someday.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I died inside when I would hear u giggle. Knowing my love for u meant nothing in those glowing eyes
From: ABC
To: Desiree
I feel you too - It’s not in your head.
I miss you so much that it gives me full body chills.
From: ABC
To: Desiree
Have you received my texts? Is my number blocked? Pls check. Call me.
I love you 5 ever