i was supposed to meet you this month. im going to the event without you. it hurts. i wish you never blocked me.

It might end one day. It just might. And when it does, it’s going to hurt. A lot. Though we might not lose each other, some part of us as a pair is gonna be gone. But know I’m always going to love you, dork. I’m not perfect like you say I am, but the best thing I can do is love you hard. Love you hard and hopefully never let you go.

I still feel like I'm never enough now that you watched me give you all of myself and still want someone else. You should have told me you still loved her and not say you loved me when it was a lie.

I just don't know if I have it in my heart to love another person the way I loved you. You wasted all of my energy for love when you were using yours for another person all along. I did everything I could to pretend like I didn't notice or that you didn't love her still. That you weren't obsessed with her. That you didn't talk about her every chance you got, cried over her, the way you looked at her. The way you felt when she was with a different guy. I tried to push it away only for it to get to the point where you admitted you still loved her. You admitted you were seeing her behind my back the entire time. You admitted you used me. You used all I had and left. And I don't have anything left. It's all gone. Are you happy now? You destroyed me from the inside. I don't think that I'll ever be the same. The late nights talking about living together one day, the I love you's. The kisses. The long facetime calls. The non stop hanging out. I told you everything. You were the first person I called when my dad died. I was always there when you needed to talk. You pushed me away. Talked about other girls. You constantly lied. And for what? And somehow after all of that I still can't let go. It's been eight months and I haven't dated anyone else. I haven't trusted anyone. I'm always second guessing myself. I can never look at love the same way again. I just don't understand why you decided to tear me apart like that. I was innocent, I was genuinely happy, I was young and naive. You ruined that. I'm a completely different person now because of you. But anyways, I hope you're with her now. I hope you got what you wanted. If I don't get happiness now you better or it would have all been a waste. I hate that I wasted my first love on you. My first I love you, my time, you knew all my friends and family, you knew everything about me. You took my virginity. You were my everything and yet I wasn't anything to you but a young girl who didn't know any better. If you were really as hurt as you said you were you would have tried to protect me from how you felt. But instead you led me straight to it. We fought almost everyday. I cried more when you were in my life than ever before. And even after you said all those terrible things about me and admitted you never loved me I still went back. I still think about you. I still think about the time we spent together and the way you made me feel. The good and the bad. Now you're probably out with another girl or with her... And i'm still here crying over someone who never loved me.

You show me that love is not something that last forever, but is forever.

PD: I keep in my wallet the bracelet you gave 4 years ago.

Back at it again.... My what fifth time this past month? I hate that I still think about you everyday like you literally don't love me. You never did. You loved her, you probably still do. I hate that you look happy with someone else right now and i'm sitting here still thinking about someone who lied and manipulated me. I hope you learned your lesson and don't hurt her the way you hurt me though. I hope you two are happy and you are good to her. I hope you're everything she's ever wanted and needed. I hope things with your Dad have gotten better. I hope that you've found a healthy way to cope with your mom's health issues. I love you.

I know we are best friends but I liked you ever since the first grade you just so pretty and nice you calling me your best friend hurts me I wanna become more but I am scared I know you will never like me back I hope one day we will become more than best friends i love you

Hey girly, I know things are hard right now. I’m proud of you, you’re doing it. It’s all gonna be okay. I love you

everything makes me think of you. i just want to move on and forget you. I wish you well

I miss writing your dreams to you before bed.

You’re still my brown hair girl btw , made it red because I know you like Spiderman.

i miss texting u all the time

sometimes I think we’re friends sometimes I’m just a burden to you

I’m sorry.

i anore u my love ???? nothing in the world will ever make me love u any less. i will always love u ????

Sorry I can change

i miss you. i took shroom recently, only cried thinking about you. rises the moon, roomie.

i love you. keep going sweetie dont let anyone take you down.

i love who you were when we met.

Your love is true, mine is just still growing please don't leave me just yet.

Please Gigi come back im sorry. It can be different

I miss you but I'm so angry about the way things ended

I had hope that we would be more special in future

i hope things are going well for you when you see this

Travel the world.
Follow your dreams.
Ace your tests.
You got this.
I love you

Everytime I listen to lean I think of you. Thank you

i love you so much gig, and i always will. thank you for everything, u changed my life.ily forever????

What went wrong? I think I still love you. everything is working against us

i think about you more than i should. it’s my fault that we weren’t more. i’m sorry i was so scared

You lied when you said you loved me, but why do I still love you?

i still love u and i miss u so much
u meant the world and more to me. <3 i think of u everyday

You’ll always have a special place in my heart, I love you.