Back at it again.... My what fifth time this past month? I hate that I still think about you everyday like you literally don't love me. You never did. You loved her, you probably still do. I hate that you look happy with someone else right now and i'm sitting here still thinking about someone who lied and manipulated me. I hope you learned your lesson and don't hurt her the way you hurt me though. I hope you two are happy and you are good to her. I hope you're everything she's ever wanted and needed. I hope things with your Dad have gotten better. I hope that you've found a healthy way to cope with your mom's health issues. I love you.
