Unsent messages to FREYA

you are so beautiful and kind and have so much love for the world. thank you for everything, freya and keep up god's work.

I am still completely and utterly in love with you and how you moved on so fast shows you really didn’t feel the same but I don’t hate you for that I would leave me too

im sorry. i know what i did hurts because ive had it done to me; i will never forgive myself for reflecting that pain onto someone else. thank you for being such an angel.

I love you, you are my best freind and you mean the world to me, I connect with nobody else like I do with you

hi freeway, if you're reading this then I want you to know how loved you are. whatever shit you're going through right now it will be okay. maybe not in an hour or tomorrow but one day you will be able to look back and say I made it. you make me so proud to be your friend.
lots of love, court x

she isn't my first love but my first true best friend. we saved each other without even knowing. we planned our future together. we grew together. i found you at your lowest yet you left me at mine. i do not know where I went wrong. but FUCK you for leaving. i gave you my everything when you gave nothing to me. you meant so much did I mean so little??? I KNOW i was you're boyfriend. classic get a boyfiend but ditch you're bestfriend. Just so you know i wont be here when yous breakuo. the MONTHS i cried for you to come back i wasted on you. you cared about no body but yourself and you will suffer. at first i thought you were moving on without me but now i have too. i found the most amazing friends who truly love me. i am my happiest when i am with them. i have made so many memories. you and i had so much planned but i now have more planned with them. and i believe it will truly happen. no more pondering whether i did something wrong. im gone from youre life. you dont need me. and i do not need you at all and i have proved that to myself. lastly i hope you have fun with youre boyfriend, but you will wish you listened to us and stopped being in your toxic relationship for your own pleasure xoxox
from E

You hurt me from the moment we became a thing and now you still hurt me from this day without being together.

i’m beginning to think i’ve become everything i hated about you. you were the best person i had. but you couldn’t understand that i couldn’t fucking explain. court order. my whole life was always run by them. you’ve moved on and so have i. i never want to see or be friends with you again

i wish we didn't live so far apart. you were so good to me and i still love everything about you. we would've been good. i hope Blackie is doing well.