Unsent Messages

she isn't my first love but my first true best friend. we saved each other without even knowing. we planned our future together. we grew together. i found you at your lowest yet you left me at mine. i do not know where I went wrong. but FUCK you for leaving. i gave you my everything when you gave nothing to me. you meant so much did I mean so little??? I KNOW i was you're boyfriend. classic get a boyfiend but ditch you're bestfriend. Just so you know i wont be here when yous breakuo. the MONTHS i cried for you to come back i wasted on you. you cared about no body but yourself and you will suffer. at first i thought you were moving on without me but now i have too. i found the most amazing friends who truly love me. i am my happiest when i am with them. i have made so many memories. you and i had so much planned but i now have more planned with them. and i believe it will truly happen. no more pondering whether i did something wrong. im gone from youre life. you dont need me. and i do not need you at all and i have proved that to myself. lastly i hope you have fun with youre boyfriend, but you will wish you listened to us and stopped being in your toxic relationship for your own pleasure xoxox
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