to the stranger that wrote for me i just wanted to say that your message was so powerful, thank you for taking the time to rekindle the fire of my hopes x i hope you are well and happy in life

i wish we didn't live so far apart. you were so good to me and i still love everything about you. we would've been good. i hope Blackie is doing well.

you are so beautiful and kind and have so much love for the world. thank you for everything, freya and keep up god's work.

You hurt me from the moment we became a thing and now you still hurt me from this day without being together.

To the Freya in dark blue who writes for themselfs
. I have love seeping from every bit of me that I'm not sure I know how to show it. People love you in delicate and secretive ways but I promise you they do. You fight for that love til you're too tired to keep going then you fight more. Love is fire.
-a stranger with a forgotten name

she isn't my first love but my first true best friend. we saved each other without even knowing. we planned our future together. we grew together. i found you at your lowest yet you left me at mine. i do not know where I went wrong. but FUCK you for leaving. i gave you my everything when you gave nothing to me. you meant so much did I mean so little??? I KNOW i was you're boyfriend. classic get a boyfiend but ditch you're bestfriend. Just so you know i wont be here when yous breakuo. the MONTHS i cried for you to come back i wasted on you. you cared about no body but yourself and you will suffer. at first i thought you were moving on without me but now i have too. i found the most amazing friends who truly love me. i am my happiest when i am with them. i have made so many memories. you and i had so much planned but i now have more planned with them. and i believe it will truly happen. no more pondering whether i did something wrong. im gone from youre life. you dont need me. and i do not need you at all and i have proved that to myself. lastly i hope you have fun with youre boyfriend, but you will wish you listened to us and stopped being in your toxic relationship for your own pleasure xoxox
from E

i think i'm falling in love with you. why is this so hard? i just wish you knew how much people care about you.

I want to go back to the days when it was all so simple however much I miss you though I know it was best for me to move on

i’m beginning to think i’ve become everything i hated about you. you were the best person i had. but you couldn’t understand that i couldn’t fucking explain. court order. my whole life was always run by them. you’ve moved on and so have i. i never want to see or be friends with you again

I hope you're happy. Friends come and go but I really thought you would be one of those who I still see when I'm 40 and our kids would play together.

hi freeway, if you're reading this then I want you to know how loved you are. whatever shit you're going through right now it will be okay. maybe not in an hour or tomorrow but one day you will be able to look back and say I made it. you make me so proud to be your friend.
lots of love, court x

I am still completely and utterly in love with you and how you moved on so fast shows you really didn’t feel the same but I don’t hate you for that I would leave me too

I truly do not know what to do anymore. Why didn’t you understand that I was struggling too? You just left me while you went off with your old best friend even after I told you what happened before. It seems that even after all of this you never truly understood. Because you did the same with no hesitation.

I’m sorry I ruined it for you guys. I just wanted friends, but it definitely didn’t work. I’ll step aside, you guys are better without me.

you had no idea how much I liked you. literally no clue. but even the idea of you changed me for the better, so thank you

I hope you’ll be okay one day.

Bye

was i not enough for your effort? was it all one sided? a relationship made out of pity?

I think you will choose your friends over me

u know u always be my sunset, u re my first kiss too.. thank u for everything love, now u hate me?

Hey I wish you chose me, but that's okay because you didn't, I'll always love you

we won't work because we are both the same person in a bad way. I will still love you forever on.

i still hope you’re okay, even after the years are gone.

wish we could start over when i’m healthy but i can’t take all this back and u deserve better. ily

i’ll adore you forever every day i see you i still feel the same

just wish you hadn't ghosted me lol

i was wrong, i never loved you:) but thank you for taking care of me for a little

i have no idea how our future will look but mine cant be without you

idk how our future will look but mine can never be without u

im sorry about how i ended things you deserved so much more

I love you silly duck

love you forever and always

i wish i could tell you how much i want to be yours

I’m still so in love with you, but you deserve to find happiness

finally

you’re one of my best friends, i’m glad you’re here with me

i wish i hadn’t been so scared. then maybe this year with you would have been even better :)

Why are you so mean?

I’m sorry for lying to u

i’ll never love anyone like i loved you, im sorry i didn’t show it.

i’m sorry things ended the way they did.

I wish we were still in contact, I hope you and your son are doing well. I miss you <3

watching you leave my life for a second time hurt even more. worst part is it wasn't anyone's fault

ur so cute. ur beautiful. ilysm <3

i love you please come back

Wish you could know how much I’m missing you :(

my forever first love, i wish i hadn't been too scared to love you properly. you haunt me everyday.

like an ocean all the way down.

i’m sorry i’m not a good friend, u deserve better

I hope you know you ruined my life, I hope you think about it every day, I know I do