Unsent messages to EVA

I love you. I haven’t worked up the courage to say that yet. I only want you to know that you are cared for and loved forevermore. No matter what the future holds, I shall always have a space for you in my heart. Perhaps, if you are ever feel unwanted, remember how much I need you and love you. Whatever shall happen in the future is not your fault. I already know that I will fail you in the end.

i could never deal with you leaving, but after all, it was my fault. not a single person will ever speak i’ll of you in my presence. pinky promise

Hi. Its been awhile and I dont know if you still check this website or not, but I made this your favorite color so hopefully you'll see it. Is brown even still your favorite color? It probably is. It feels like its been forever since we talked but its only been like 2 months which is a lot for us I guess, Is there even still an "us"? idk if you ever thing about me but sometimes I think about you, not in a creepy way LMAO. like in a "i forget why we're not friends anymore" way. I remember how it happened though. You were mad at me because i hadn't talked to you all week but i was countering that with the fact that if you really wanted to talk you could've reached out. I guess we were both kinda right because we should've been talking to each other, the communication in a friendship shouldn't just be the responsibility of one person. I do miss you, I forget what its like to text you and i forget what your voice sounds like. Truthfully i do. You probably don't miss me because you're so stubborn and we were both so mad, or at least i was because "you never get mad" wich is total bullshit. Anyways i guess that was all. if you see this write me one or reach out to me. or don't i guess ic ant really control what you do. i love you maybe idk.

i wanted to stick around. i tried to stick around. but you managed to make everything about you. you always do.

I think you need to realise the world doesn’t revolve around u luv. These secrets aren’t yours to tell