I'm sorry. I know I'm frustrating and I'm wreck. I'm sorry that you have to put up with me you, deserve so much better you deserve so much appreciation, love, kindness, etc. Please tell me to leave, because I don't think I have the strength to leave you. I love you so damn much.

i miss you a lot and i hope you see this;( i hope you're actually doing okay and god i hope you're eating enough>:(( i cant wait to call you everyday again hahaha its been so hard lol but yeah i hope you're doing okay i love you to da moon and back

i still remember all of our inside jokes and i know we were 14 but you truly always felt like the one

i love you still , i always will. there won’t be a day that goes by where i don’t love you. but please, stay as far away from me as possible.

do you even know what you want?? jesus youre so difficult and you are an attention seeker who wont stop until you get everyone to feel bad for you

You weren’t over him, so why did you go out with me? Why did u go back with him whilst dating me why wasn’t I enough

I think you need to realise the world doesn’t revolve around u luv. These secrets aren’t yours to tell

You ruined me. I gave you all my love all my trust for you to give up. I'll love you forever. To the stars and back

you remind me of this color. you make me so happy and you will never know. it’s ok though i know we better stay off as friends

I think we’re at at really good place at the moment but I don’t won’t to lose that to doubt.
Just give it some time and hopefully you will see how much I love you. Because I really do and I want it to last forever

i wish you looked at me the way i look at u. i wish u thought abt me the way i think abt u. i wish you loved me the way i love u

i love you so much. you prevented me
from killing myself and i’m so lucky to have found you. thank you for always loving me
for me and accepting me.

i could never deal with you leaving, but after all, it was my fault. not a single person will ever speak i’ll of you in my presence. pinky promise

You’re the scariest person I know because you are so goddamn perfect and I am so goddamn attracted to you. I wish I could remember our kiss that night !!!!!! fUck sake you’re a dream

i cant be myself around you anymore. i only want you to see a certain side of me, i wish i could be more open with you. but im going through some stuff right now and i dont feel like i belong anywhere.

Hi. Its been awhile and I dont know if you still check this website or not, but I made this your favorite color so hopefully you'll see it. Is brown even still your favorite color? It probably is. It feels like its been forever since we talked but its only been like 2 months which is a lot for us I guess, Is there even still an "us"? idk if you ever thing about me but sometimes I think about you, not in a creepy way LMAO. like in a "i forget why we're not friends anymore" way. I remember how it happened though. You were mad at me because i hadn't talked to you all week but i was countering that with the fact that if you really wanted to talk you could've reached out. I guess we were both kinda right because we should've been talking to each other, the communication in a friendship shouldn't just be the responsibility of one person. I do miss you, I forget what its like to text you and i forget what your voice sounds like. Truthfully i do. You probably don't miss me because you're so stubborn and we were both so mad, or at least i was because "you never get mad" wich is total bullshit. Anyways i guess that was all. if you see this write me one or reach out to me. or don't i guess ic ant really control what you do. i love you maybe idk.

Hey Eva.
Tbh no, no I’m ok
My world is crumbling in front of me. You, school, my parents, my future and I’m starting to question my existence. And this is not your fault nor anyone’s, and I probably have no right to be complaining because I know your going through stuff probably much worse. I wish the best for you, hopefully we can still do formal. :)

I love you. I haven’t worked up the courage to say that yet. I only want you to know that you are cared for and loved forevermore. No matter what the future holds, I shall always have a space for you in my heart. Perhaps, if you are ever feel unwanted, remember how much I need you and love you. Whatever shall happen in the future is not your fault. I already know that I will fail you in the end.

I love you.
Your not just my person. Your my happiness. You make me feel. Ps you will never lose me, but I don’t want to lose you.

I started doing more after you left, and that’s why you did; because I didn’t do enough when you were here.

Hey loser
I don’t really have anything to say because I feel like I can just tell you anything and I really get to be myself with you, but Ik you check this a lot so I thought I’d just leave this so you’d have something here for you :)))) I love you. p.s thank you for everything

hi kermie, I miss you.
i miss our walks during recess and chinese and history class. i mostly miss hopkins and seeing you everyday. If you ever see this i just want to say i love you and i hope i don’t lose you. ??

You always said boys could never come between us. Now they have. I can’t believe you’ve chosen him over me.

Je bent echt fucking aardig en super sweet en goeie humor je hebt geen ego boost nodig want je bent een god en ik heb zeven pillen op x a

i'm sorry we didn't become anything more than friends. i love you. hope we get to see each other soon

I can see us dancing in the basement. I can feel your head on my shoulder, your hand on my cheek, your warmth in my bed. We never said goodbye, so I’m writing but I don’t even know how it would end.

lmao i think i like you or i just like what i want you to be or i like that i can't have you. or two of those. but i crave something unhealthy. even though i want you

i wanted to stick around. i tried to stick around. but you managed to make everything about you. you always do.

you are slowly sinking and you're taking me with you. i want to help you but you won't let me. i love you, but you are slowly killing yourself.

i miss u baby :( i think about u and i get all sad bc i just want to be with you and love u unconditionally forever

you should love yourself more. not in an obligatory way. but in a way you do because you love life and yearn for purpose and completion. work hard, love deeply, make mistakes. you'll learn and you'll grow and realize you're worthy of the love that's been there all along

youre the first person to genuinely care abt me and i care about you too so i choose not to tell you about my struggles because i know how much it would hurt and i cant fathom that for you

i wish you'd respond

I hope one day I can marry you my pretty girl. I look forward to our future everyday.

You and me against the world this time, I missed you so much

Let's go forever this time?

You and me against the world this time, I missed you so much

everything in my life fell into place when you dropped me, so honestly thank you.

i know what you did, but i never understood why.

We don’t know each other well yet but somehow I still hope this will work out

The Moon is beautiful, isn't it?

i miss you, but sometimes i feel like we’re better off not being friends.

i like the pink in your hair

seeing you almost gave me a heart attack though

After all this time I still miss you. I'm sorry for everything, I didn't mean to hurt you

Please don’t blame yourself. I would do anything to get you back and I know I never can

im sorry for telling you what i felt. please forgive me, dear.

we were friends for 8 years and you believed them. i hate you with everything in my heart

I miss you everyday and I hope we can try again in the future

You are my everything, I love you, I promise to be by your side always. Us against the world.

I will always love you. I hope you see that someday.