Unsent messages to EVA
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: August 26, 2023, 1:37 pm UTC
i need to get over you but i dont want you to let me do that.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: August 23, 2023, 2:59 am UTC
I’d go back to you in an instant if you’d just text me
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: August 20, 2023, 11:02 pm UTC
I find myself apologizing for the hurt you caused me.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: August 10, 2023, 6:21 am UTC
I know you're hurting but it doesn't mean you have to hurt me.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: August 9, 2023, 8:19 pm UTC
i wish you realized just how much i love you
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: August 5, 2023, 11:38 pm UTC
i couldnt stay mad at you anyways, but what you did really hurt.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: July 29, 2023, 1:11 pm UTC
i’m bi but i know you won’t accept me
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: July 19, 2023, 11:47 pm UTC
youre just a careless whisper to me now
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: July 19, 2023, 8:07 pm UTC
i wish you would really care instead of just pretending
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:58 am UTC
do you still think about me? all i ask for is love
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:55 am UTC
i miss how close we were, but stuff happens i guess
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:32 am UTC
i’ll love you forever and I'm sorry eva
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:40 am UTC
i wish you looked at me the way i look at u. i wish u thought abt me the way i think abt u. i wish you loved me the way i love u
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:07 pm UTC
i love you still , i always will. there won’t be a day that goes by where i don’t love you. but please, stay as far away from me as possible.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:47 am UTC
i miss you a lot and i hope you see this;( i hope you're actually doing okay and god i hope you're eating enough>:(( i cant wait to call you everyday again hahaha its been so hard lol but yeah i hope you're doing okay i love you to da moon and back
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:32 pm UTC
My anxiety disorder is the reason we dont talk today. I was barely hanging on, and im sorry. Im sorry for keeping it a secret from you. Im proud of you. I wish i told you that more often.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: January 7, 2021, 11:40 pm UTC
I can see us dancing in the basement. I can feel your head on my shoulder, your hand on my cheek, your warmth in my bed. We never said goodbye, so I’m writing but I don’t even know how it would end.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:35 am UTC
i miss u baby :( i think about u and i get all sad bc i just want to be with you and love u unconditionally forever
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: January 2, 2021, 2:58 am UTC
i still remember all of our inside jokes and i know we were 14 but you truly always felt like the one
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 29, 2020, 12:13 am UTC
You’re the scariest person I know because you are so goddamn perfect and I am so goddamn attracted to you. I wish I could remember our kiss that night !!!!!! fUck sake you’re a dream
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 21, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
i'm sorry we didn't become anything more than friends. i love you. hope we get to see each other soon
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 19, 2020, 4:39 pm UTC
Hey loser
I don’t really have anything to say because I feel like I can just tell you anything and I really get to be myself with you, but Ik you check this a lot so I thought I’d just leave this so you’d have something here for you :)))) I love you. p.s thank you for everything
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 14, 2020, 11:32 am UTC
Eva, i loved you, so fucking much and i have lost you in more ways than i can count, you were my best friend and more tbh, you were my only real friend ive probably ever had so letting go of you is one the hardest things i had to do, sure we are friends now but we arent, you arent Eva, you're a mimic, you are filled with people i hate and hate seeing you with them because i can see how badly they treat you, i don't wanna know how your story ends because i know it won't end happy, i love you Eva, im sorry i couldnt save you
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:55 am UTC
i cant believe i thought you were the one for me! i’m so much happier now you’re gone. i cant believe i thought i needed you
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
you are slowly sinking and you're taking me with you. i want to help you but you won't let me. i love you, but you are slowly killing yourself.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:20 pm UTC
i cant be myself around you anymore. i only want you to see a certain side of me, i wish i could be more open with you. but im going through some stuff right now and i dont feel like i belong anywhere.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 7, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
I think we’re at at really good place at the moment but I don’t won’t to lose that to doubt.
Just give it some time and hopefully you will see how much I love you. Because I really do and I want it to last forever
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:56 pm UTC
You ruined me. I gave you all my love all my trust for you to give up. I'll love you forever. To the stars and back
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 6, 2020, 8:46 pm UTC
You weren’t over him, so why did you go out with me? Why did u go back with him whilst dating me why wasn’t I enough
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 4, 2020, 6:29 pm UTC
I'm sorry. I know I'm frustrating and I'm wreck. I'm sorry that you have to put up with me you, deserve so much better you deserve so much appreciation, love, kindness, etc. Please tell me to leave, because I don't think I have the strength to leave you. I love you so damn much.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: December 4, 2020, 5:20 am UTC
i wish u would just tell me straight up that youre not intersted the way i am. would make everything easier for both of us. im fine with "just friends". just tell me
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 30, 2020, 11:40 am UTC
I love you.
Your not just my person. Your my happiness. You make me feel. Ps you will never lose me, but I don’t want to lose you.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 25, 2020, 9:11 am UTC
Hey Eva.
Tbh no, no I’m ok
My world is crumbling in front of me. You, school, my parents, my future and I’m starting to question my existence. And this is not your fault nor anyone’s, and I probably have no right to be complaining because I know your going through stuff probably much worse. I wish the best for you, hopefully we can still do formal. :)
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 24, 2020, 2:28 am UTC
you should love yourself more. not in an obligatory way. but in a way you do because you love life and yearn for purpose and completion. work hard, love deeply, make mistakes. you'll learn and you'll grow and realize you're worthy of the love that's been there all along
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:18 pm UTC
you always had such a pretty colour about you, when you walked into a room it flooded with your blue. it isn't the same.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:43 pm UTC
i love you so much. you prevented me
from killing myself and i’m so lucky to have found you. thank you for always loving me
for me and accepting me.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
youre the first person to genuinely care abt me and i care about you too so i choose not to tell you about my struggles because i know how much it would hurt and i cant fathom that for you
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 16, 2020, 1:41 pm UTC
lmao i think i like you or i just like what i want you to be or i like that i can't have you. or two of those. but i crave something unhealthy. even though i want you
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 15, 2020, 10:04 pm UTC
Je bent echt fucking aardig en super sweet en goeie humor je hebt geen ego boost nodig want je bent een god en ik heb zeven pillen op x a
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 11, 2020, 12:43 am UTC
you remind me of this color. you make me so happy and you will never know. it’s ok though i know we better stay off as friends
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
do you even know what you want?? jesus youre so difficult and you are an attention seeker who wont stop until you get everyone to feel bad for you
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: October 28, 2020, 6:28 am UTC
You always said boys could never come between us. Now they have. I can’t believe you’ve chosen him over me.
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: October 27, 2020, 1:18 pm UTC
hi kermie, I miss you.
i miss our walks during recess and chinese and history class. i mostly miss hopkins and seeing you everyday. If you ever see this i just want to say i love you and i hope i don’t lose you. ??
From: ABC
To: eva
Date: October 26, 2020, 5:08 pm UTC
I started doing more after you left, and that’s why you did; because I didn’t do enough when you were here.
