Unsent messages to EMILIANO

i wish i could actually tell you i loved your voice,:( it really made me feel safe and calm. i hope you’re doing well tho.

I knew you since we were little kids thanks to our family’s having a really good friendship and since I know you I always felt something for u, I saw you two years ago for the last time and since that day I can’t stop thinking about you, I never got to talk to you, well... I don’t really remember if one day we talked, my biggest dream is to get to know you one day, I just wanna know why you are like this, why don’t you have a smile on your pretty face, why you changed so much, people change and I know u did too, well I don’t have anything more to say, ik u will never saw this but I hope someday we will see each other again and maybe b friends or lovers this time :)

if you find love i hope she makes you happiest you could ever be. ik that im probraly not good enough for you but i want you to know i will always be here by your side thru thivk n thin. i couldnt bare to loose our friendship. the fact i am deeply in love with you and you dont know just hurts me more day by day but its best you wouldnt know as so it wont break this friendship we have. i love you always.

idk how to tell you how much i think about you and tell you this but i think i fell in love with you and i dont think you fetl the same. you bring me so muvh happiness and motivaton. something about you just i cant seem to stop having feelings for you even when i try. its ok if u dont feel the same way i understand. dont worry i wont even make it awkward if you dont but i needed to tell you and let it out.

Emiliano, our relationship was the shortest, but i still love u, and i always will. Please never forget me

me gustas demasiado, en verdad no entiendo como me puede gustar tanto, ni hablamos ya porque cada vez que le mando un mensaje hablamos por 2 minutos y me deja de contestar, o me contesta una historia y cuando le trato de sacar platica me deja en delivered¿para que me contestas historias entonces? no te puedo sacar de mi mente pienso en ti 24/7 te lo juro nunca nadie me habia gustado asi, no nos vemos hace meses y me sigues gustando, no me mandas mensaje primero hace meses, pero aun asi me sigues gustando muchisimo.
cuando pienso que hicimos algo de avance veo una historia de ti con alguien más , creo que no sabes que nos conocemos, pero si la conozco
me molesta tanto que te tuve por un mes, te gustaba y

i hope one day you’ll come back. I am here waiting with my arms spread wide open to hug you again even if it sounds stupid i never stoped loving nor carrying about you since you left. i love you so much and you know it i hope one day you’ll realize it. i am here waiting one phone call away ?

Primero tengo que quererme yo, para quererte en la forma que lo hiciste tú. Ojalá volvamos a coincidir.

hey lol
part of me wishes we were friends, yk just to be & have a good friendship. part of me wishes we never dated bc we didn't know what we were doing lol it kinda feels weird think back about it tbh
parts of me wish we became good friends first & then dated. i think we could've lasted if that happened but yk we were young lol. parts of me wish that i had chill parents so we could've dated and hung out & made lots of memories. but no part of me regrets it... entirely haha sorry for not being good enough lmao i wish you the best & i hope that we could be friends in some way

I truly love you so much. I am so sorry about my insecurities. I'm so sorry for all of my faults and you taking the blame. I love you.

Emiliano, you are my first love. You always light up the room. And make me feel like I really mean something to you.

Te amo, Eres mi mejor amigo pero estoy enamorada de ti desde hace mucho tiempo y me da pena porque te gusta alguien más

Eres mi primer amor y me parte el alma que me hayas dejado en el pasado, no puedes fingir que no existo, no puedes borrar el hecho de que nos conocimos, no fuimos nada pero aún así... no puedes hacer como si no existiera.

Hey. Idk if you’ll specifically see this but i actually fell for you for a while. Idk why i never bothered to ask why you took me out to prom back in high school. I still feel it was my fault for being such a boring date. I hope you’re doing well. Stay safe.

sabes que? ahora aprendi ademas de tratar de confiar en gente y por mas que seas un angel, no todos de ellos son buenos, ya me desahogue en el texto larguisimo que te puse antes, yo me valoro, cosa que tu no supiste hacer, cumpliré mi palabra ,pero te quiero...bien lejos de mi.

Nunca fue un amor "de pareja" pero te lo puedo jurar que nunca fui mas feliz,¿ya ha pasado un año? siento que pasó ayer la vez que me dijiste adiós.Te adoro y seguiré adorando siempre Emiliano, aunque ya no estés mas conmigo, porque "una promesa se guarda hasta el final" ¿cierto?. Ahora te veo, tan feliz ,con otra persona, tu sonrisa, hace a mis ojos brillar, brillan tanto como si esa sonrisa la hubiera causado yo, y eso me hace feliz, feliz de recordar esos momentos. y ella.. ella es tan preciosa, es amable, adorable, es perfecta. Y sobre todo, te hace reir. Te hace reir incluso más de lo que hacía yo, nunca te olvidaré Emi, yo te lo dije una vez y lo diré siempre, solo espero que seas feliz,incluso si no es conmigo. Ay amigo mío, como deseo haberte abrazado mas fuerte la última vez, finalmente se que nunca leerás esto, obviamente ¿ porqué soy tan tonta de escribir esto? pero te lo quiero decir desde el fondo de mi corazón, Te quiero Emiliano, y por ti me maté, maté mi reputación, solo espero que a ella no le hagas tanto daño como el que me hiciste cuando te fuiste, eres un angel, y siempre lo fuiste, no me olvides.. si?

Sometimes I imagine me and u at the beach, it’s cold and we r listening to our playlist while kissing.