Unsent messages to BLAZ

I loved you I loved you and I still love you. I got the feeling that you truly loved me back it hurts to think that it was just you pretending then going around saying you were just using me. I will never be able to forget our times together even though you hurt me so much I'll still love you forever. I told you everything about me stuff that no one knows you will be a part of my soul forever

I miss you. You hurt me so badly, yet I can’t get over you. You were a horrible person but I couldn’t help but love every second of it. I just want you, only you, you in your fullest. Do you think about me too? You moved on pretty quick, so I wouldn’t think so. I miss you more than I know how to form words in this stupid fucking ‘unsent project’ bullshit, it’s 11pm. I can’t stop thinking. When does this get easier?