Unsent messages to EMILIA
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:14 am UTC
I was finally getting better, getting myself to a point where I thought everything will be okay I was so optimistic like never before just for you to ruin it all, you ruined me mentally and after months now I still haven’t recovered in the slightest I honestly hate you so so much
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 25, 2020, 4:51 am UTC
Siento que pensar en el futuro juntas es genial, pero no quiero que escuches mis llantos todas las noches
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 24, 2020, 5:10 pm UTC
When u Hurt me I gave u another chance but it came to the point I gave u to many chances just bc I couldn’t let u go so thanks for fucking up my life xoxo
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 23, 2020, 9:35 pm UTC
I am so so sorry for all troubles I caused. I'm useless person and I abandoed u. Well u probably don't thing about me at all but when u called me today I was in pieces. Ur phone probably just again broke and called me for mistake but it still hurts u know? U were my best friend I HAD A CRUSH ON U. But now? We have classes together and we don't even speak to each other. It hurts soo fucking much. When u sending me those snaps I pretend that I don't give a fuck but I'm crying every time I getting it. Yea u are happy. U have friends, good parents, money u are smart and have a good life when I am a piece of trash. And I'm dying u know? No u don't know beacuse even when we were friends u were going blind when It was coming to my problems. I know it was my fault but it HURTS so freaking badly.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 23, 2020, 1:59 pm UTC
thoughts of you are as endless as the stars in the night sky. the warmth you gave me started a fire that has dwindled, but never gone out. and i don't want it to.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:23 pm UTC
I wish I could take all of your perfections and imperfections and scatter them amongst the stars then spend the rest of my life looking for your constellation.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:43 am UTC
I don't know if I'm over you but I know I'm not over what we had and how we'll never get that back. I would risk my mental health just to be back with you or be in a relationship with a bond like ours.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:27 pm UTC
Sometimes I wonder whether you still think about me if you ever really did care it’s been a while and I’ve been checking up on you sometimes you seem to be doing okay hope you’re enjoying uni.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 12, 2020, 4:44 am UTC
youve said youd never fall in love with someone who knew you b4 a your change.im stupid. im sorry. i messed up. ive fallen in love with you countless times.it hurts so much to see you talk about your crush. i wish you knew.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 10, 2020, 1:53 pm UTC
heyyy I love you so so much. I chose green bc I know you love frogs. lmk if that was cultural appropriation.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: November 8, 2020, 11:43 pm UTC
we were the best friends ever. I couldn't feel more comfortable with a person but u. Why did you have to change your fucking personality and leave me alone? WHY?
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: October 31, 2020, 2:39 pm UTC
We where soulmates...but then everything changed at this day... I wish you could have seen all these tears I cried that night
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: October 28, 2020, 10:34 pm UTC
Los minutos y los dias pasan y tu presencia me falta mucho... te extraño mucho y quisiera repetir..
Siempre vas a hacer mi Diosa.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
i love you so fucking much. you deserve the world and more. you are the only person i look forward to seeing everyday.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: September 11, 2020, 10:56 pm UTC
Just like go away you’re hurting my brain so much I wish I knew what keeps me from getting you off my mind.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: September 11, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I miss you, I’m split in two and I don’t know what to do. The love I had for you turned me blind but for some reason I just can’t leave it all behind.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: September 8, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
Everything reminds me of you even though it’s been a couple of weeks now.. You seem to have completely forgotten tho
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: September 8, 2020, 10:11 pm UTC
You did hurt me a lot tho psychologically, Constantly had me questioning why I’m not good enough always looking for a problem within me, putting all the blame on me for it all falling apart, you made me feel unlovable but I don’t hate you for it I forgive you however I won’t forget
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: September 8, 2020, 10:05 pm UTC
It does hurt to see how fast you’ve moved on but I guess that’s out of my control I just hope you’re happy
From: ABC
To: emilia
Date: September 8, 2020, 9:50 pm UTC
I still think about you all the time, I miss you so much, I really did think you were the one but honestly you seem happier now it’s been really tough trying not to message you but I don’t want to disturb your happiness
