I am so so sorry for all troubles I caused. I'm useless person and I abandoed u. Well u probably don't thing about me at all but when u called me today I was in pieces. Ur phone probably just again broke and called me for mistake but it still hurts u know? U were my best friend I HAD A CRUSH ON U. But now? We have classes together and we don't even speak to each other. It hurts soo fucking much. When u sending me those snaps I pretend that I don't give a fuck but I'm crying every time I getting it. Yea u are happy. U have friends, good parents, money u are smart and have a good life when I am a piece of trash. And I'm dying u know? No u don't know beacuse even when we were friends u were going blind when It was coming to my problems. I know it was my fault but it HURTS so freaking badly.