Unsent messages to EMILIA
From: ABC
To: emilia
You did hurt me a lot tho psychologically, Constantly had me questioning why I’m not good enough always looking for a problem within me, putting all the blame on me for it all falling apart, you made me feel unlovable but I don’t hate you for it I forgive you however I won’t forget
From: ABC
To: emilia
Everything reminds me of you even though it’s been a couple of weeks now.. You seem to have completely forgotten tho
From: ABC
To: emilia
we were the best friends ever. I couldn't feel more comfortable with a person but u. Why did you have to change your fucking personality and leave me alone? WHY?
From: ABC
To: emilia
Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I miss you, I’m split in two and I don’t know what to do. The love I had for you turned me blind but for some reason I just can’t leave it all behind.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Just like go away you’re hurting my brain so much I wish I knew what keeps me from getting you off my mind.
From: ABC
To: emilia
heyyy I love you so so much. I chose green bc I know you love frogs. lmk if that was cultural appropriation.
From: ABC
To: emilia
I remember how you used to sing “ocean eyes” over the phone and now every time I hear it I think about you. I’m not over you and I miss you so much. I still love you x
From: ABC
To: emilia
youve said youd never fall in love with someone who knew you b4 a your change.im stupid. im sorry. i messed up. ive fallen in love with you countless times.it hurts so much to see you talk about your crush. i wish you knew.
From: ABC
To: emilia
i love you so fucking much. you deserve the world and more. you are the only person i look forward to seeing everyday.
From: ABC
To: emilia
When u Hurt me I gave u another chance but it came to the point I gave u to many chances just bc I couldn’t let u go so thanks for fucking up my life xoxo
From: ABC
To: emilia
Siento que pensar en el futuro juntas es genial, pero no quiero que escuches mis llantos todas las noches
From: ABC
To: emilia
I don't know if I'm over you but I know I'm not over what we had and how we'll never get that back. I would risk my mental health just to be back with you or be in a relationship with a bond like ours.
From: ABC
To: emilia
I was finally getting better, getting myself to a point where I thought everything will be okay I was so optimistic like never before just for you to ruin it all, you ruined me mentally and after months now I still haven’t recovered in the slightest I honestly hate you so so much
From: ABC
To: emilia
Los minutos y los dias pasan y tu presencia me falta mucho... te extraño mucho y quisiera repetir..
Siempre vas a hacer mi Diosa.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Sometimes I wish I knew the reasoning behind some of the things you did and how everything played out in the end. For some reason you are impossible to forget unlike any one else that’s ever been in my life and I wish I knew why we only met once but the things you made me feel were just different I miss it all and if I could relive it I would without a second thought I miss you a lot.
From: ABC
To: emilia
We where soulmates...but then everything changed at this day... I wish you could have seen all these tears I cried that night
From: ABC
To: emilia
thoughts of you are as endless as the stars in the night sky. the warmth you gave me started a fire that has dwindled, but never gone out. and i don't want it to.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Sometimes I wonder whether you still think about me if you ever really did care it’s been a while and I’ve been checking up on you sometimes you seem to be doing okay hope you’re enjoying uni.
From: ABC
To: emilia
I am so so sorry for all troubles I caused. I'm useless person and I abandoed u. Well u probably don't thing about me at all but when u called me today I was in pieces. Ur phone probably just again broke and called me for mistake but it still hurts u know? U were my best friend I HAD A CRUSH ON U. But now? We have classes together and we don't even speak to each other. It hurts soo fucking much. When u sending me those snaps I pretend that I don't give a fuck but I'm crying every time I getting it. Yea u are happy. U have friends, good parents, money u are smart and have a good life when I am a piece of trash. And I'm dying u know? No u don't know beacuse even when we were friends u were going blind when It was coming to my problems. I know it was my fault but it HURTS so freaking badly.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Skolan fuckade upp oss. Vill vänta på dig men vet inte hur länge jag kommer behöva göra det. Även om du säger att du tycker att jag borde gå vidare så kommer jag aldrig klara av det. Ser dig i min framtid.
From: ABC
To: emilia
i don’t know what to do. i’m stuck. just know i love you. just be happy. find your way.
From: ABC
To: emilia
sorry i wasn’t there, but i wasn’t sure how to be. i hope you’re doing better now.
From: ABC
To: emilia
there has not been a day without you on my mind. if only you knew how much I loved you.
From: ABC
To: emilia
I love you so much i want to tell you but you keep talking about other guys and never about us.
From: ABC
To: emilia
Please, i’ll do anything i miss you, i need you. i messed up and i’ll never forgive myself for that
From: ABC
To: emilia
I love you so much, you make my days so much better and i dont know what i would do without you
From: ABC
To: emilia
I will love you to the moon and Saturn forever. I miss you so much my swiftie otter ;)
From: ABC
To: emilia
She looks just like a dream, the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen. ❤️❤️
From: ABC
To: emilia
Me and you will marry and never grow apart. I love you sm mi amor hermosa
From: ABC
To: emilia
I still think about you everyday, I miss you so incredibly much I wish you would just come back
From: ABC
To: emilia
i wish i was enough for you to want me the way that i want you
From: ABC
To: emilia
I love you so much and you mean the world to me, I cant wait to be in your arms again
From: ABC
To: emilia
I love you, my girl with curlers and braces,our friendship is one of the most precious things I have
From: ABC
To: emilia
please always know that no matter what happens i love you with my whole heart
From: ABC
To: emilia
i know i couldn’t give you the love you needed, but please answer the letter i sent you.
From: ABC
To: emilia
I still like you in that way. i know you don’t anymore and you like him, but i still love you.
From: ABC
To: emilia
you chopped me up into tiny little pieces slowly by the time
