Unsent messages to EMIL
From: ABC
To: Emil
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
you were the first man i genuinely wanted to be like, besides my father. I really admired you, I don't know why really, probably because you let me ramble about the weirdest things as if I wasn't annoying (which i 100% was), and you fully supported my art even though it sucked. The core reason to why I want to be better is because I want to be able to comfort others too. I'm not planning on ever meeting you again, and you're probably not planning on meeting me. But if our roads cross one day I won't forget to thank you, and I'll maybe cry cus I'm still a sappy loser :)
From: ABC
To: Emil
Date: October 9, 2020, 10:50 pm UTC
I want to tell you so bad that every moment, every second, every little conversation and the way you look at me was like a fairy tale, truth is my world is not a fairy tale, it's dark and full of secrets, the reason why I pushed away is because I don't want you to come to my world, I want you to stay at your own, bright and full of dreams, sunsets and oceans, I love you. Probably, forever.
From: ABC
To: Emil
Date: October 1, 2020, 10:46 am UTC
It was painful when you chose her over me. But I’m ready to let you go now. Thank you for the happiest 6 months.
From: ABC
To: Emil
Date: September 30, 2020, 7:10 pm UTC
I know something is off with you. Clearly. And i know the reason, i’m just too scared to ask if you even need me right now, how can i help? Please, just tell me, it’s driving me insane...
From: ABC
To: Emil
Date: September 8, 2020, 12:03 am UTC
I had feelings for you and when you found out you ignored me and acted like I didn't exist. It hurt me.
