Unsent messages to ELLIOT

Im sorry. i miss you. i messed up. you won't see this. but i will forever wish you did. and even if you do. you wont know who its from, you wont know if its to you. i just wish i could go back and re do it all. i knew what you were going through. why couldn't i be nicer. i miss you a lot.

Hey beautiful, sorry I was available enough to love you. The amount I would give to go back and treat you right.

Jeez man, I've loved you since I met you in 6th grade and for some reason, you don't love me back. You have no idea how much I wish we were more than friends.

i miss you so much. you were my bestfriend and you always had the brightest smile on your little face. i wish i could give you a hug just one more time because now im never gonna see u again. im not gonna be able to watch someone who was like a brother to me grow up. no more christmas. no more halloween. no more thanksgiving. no more family pictures. no more pictures with you in them. no more hearing your little laugh everytime someone did something little. i miss you so so so much. i wish ur mom watched you and that’s all i would change in my life if i got the chance right now because i cant see u again and i dont even think i said goodbye the last time i saw u because i thought i would see you again. i still cant even process what happened and it just hurts everytime i think about it. i love you and miss you so much buddy. rest in peace.?

I'm sorry, that last submission was a mistake. I know for a fact that you don't feel anything towards me, why would you? It's impossible for anything to ever happen. I'm just overly emotional and overthinking and wishing something would happen when I know nothing is ever going to happen. I'm a literal joke ignore me

If only you knew how much I like you. It all happened so quickly, I haven't felt butterflies in so long but now every time I think about you my heart starts pounding. Is it just because I know I can't have you? I keep waiting for you to text

you confused me cuz you told my friends that you were going to message me and ask me out when you never did, I do think now that I should of but I was and still think that the boy should ask you out, but maybe we would of dated for a bit but then you started vaping and taking drug so I am a bit happy I didn't end up with you but maybe I would of stopped you or not, but we will never know

I miss the way you made me smile and just hanging out cuddling all day. You made me soooo happy. I’m so sorry I was so shitty and insecure when we broke up.

If I only could see your smile and knowing it was for me. Then I would feel again. Feel like this world is for real.

Hey dude, i know that you’ll never see this but i was genuinely in love with you, but you didn’t love me. I guess after two years i kinda have to be over how we ended, but I don’t think I’m over you :(

i miss you, and i think I always will

Hey dude, i know that you’ll never see this but i was genuinely in love with you, but you didn’t love me. I guess after two years i kinda have to be over how we ended, but I don’t think I’m over you :(

i miss you, and i think I always will

I wish we had closure, and talked through everything like adults to end on better terms. I wish you could see how much I have grown and changed

i found screenshots that i took months ago of our texts on dhmis. thanks for caring about my interests that i thought you would judge me on, it meant a lot :)

u are a dumb c***
hope u have fun getting nudes from people who dont even like u.
P.s your dick is small

i dont get why i liked you, i think i was just attached but i hope you choke cause your just a douche and a very hypocritical douche to say the least. work on yourself man its sad af

ive seen how you are with people you liked and i could tell you didnt like me in the same way but i still look forward to your name popping up on my phone

I really thought you loved me. But it turns out I was just another girl to you...come back. I miss you, I know I let you go but I will always take you back with open arms. We can fix this :(

you told me you loved somebody else, you’ve never known how i’ve felt about you but here i am, playing the song i called “our song” wishing maybe you did the same.. our song.

you’re the first and last thing i think of every day. when i think of you i get butterflies but i’m so scared you don’t feel the same.

God you hurt me. You really fucking hurt me. But thank you because without you breaking me to pieces, I never would’ve met him and he is amazing. Just don’t hurt her like you hurt me

dont deny it, you loved me too but you were too embarrassed of me. you can see how the pain you put me through made me grow. now, i live in your head rent free

The day I wanted to tell you how I felt, you kissed someone else. It still hurts to know we no longer have our close relationship.

i can't even begin to express how happy i am to have you in my life. you have constantly made me laugh until i cry and i can't thank you enough. you might think this is about you, you might not. i just wanted to say this somewhere because there's absolutely no way i'm saying that to your face uh no.