Unsent messages to ELLIE
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: September 5, 2023, 2:41 am UTC
the memory of you keeps me strong, keeps me hopeful. I miss the good part. I miss your kindness
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 31, 2023, 4:10 pm UTC
I think I'm falling in love with the idea of you that I made
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 26, 2023, 12:09 am UTC
i hate the fact that i dont hate you
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 24, 2023, 10:25 pm UTC
Thanks for being so cool, you helped me a lot, wish you the best
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 23, 2023, 5:30 am UTC
Iāve missed you, Iām glad weāre talking more :)
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 23, 2023, 5:21 am UTC
I'm still in love with you and it hurts so bad
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 22, 2023, 11:39 pm UTC
you were the closest iāve ever gotten to a sister. i miss you
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 20, 2023, 7:33 pm UTC
i can't wait for our future together <3
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 7, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
no one's absence has ever affected me as much as yours
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: August 1, 2023, 11:47 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you how much I miss you
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: July 31, 2023, 9:27 pm UTC
You are the most beautiful human Iāve ever seen.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: July 31, 2023, 6:37 pm UTC
idk why i still think about you, itās been so longā¦
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: July 29, 2023, 1:37 pm UTC
I wish you knew how much I care about you. I really do try :)
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:46 pm UTC
iām sorry if i wasnāt enough for you. i still love you.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:40 pm UTC
I love you, but I canāt believe what you did.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:27 am UTC
Thank you for showing me what love is. My forever buddy <3
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: July 13, 2023, 11:05 pm UTC
i wished you stuck around like you said you would.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:05 am UTC
i hope that we can watch the sunset together in the future, while you lay your head in my lap and i play with your hair.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 17, 2021, 10:49 pm UTC
hi, sorry. i donāt want you. to think heās all i can talk about bc heās not. i will talk about him less and iāve pretty much told u everything now anyway. i just find it funny sometimes is all. but i donāt want you to think you canāt do things bc he already did them. i mean, iāll eventually have to get over the things heās ruined for me, bc thereās so much lol, and youāre def helping so thank you. itās just that itās only been 2 weeks and itās still pretty fresh in my mind, so i still think about him a lot, not in that way but like a haha what an idiot kind of way. and i get what you mean about being nosy, i am too lol so donāt worry
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:50 pm UTC
iām glad u said that about the i love you lolz bc iāve been thinking the exact same thing? lmao i love you tho
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 17, 2021, 1:30 pm UTC
iāve loved these last 2 weeks. thank you for accepting me back into your life even after i was such an idiot. thanks for the playlist too, iāve been listening to it loads and it just makes me so happy that you thought of me when listening to all those cool songs. i feel like weāre going back to how we were, but this time he wonāt get in the way, unless he does decide to ādate her best friendā sozzers lol i know u donāt want to think about that. also thanks for hyping my pfp up
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 16, 2021, 6:46 am UTC
if we donāt see another day on earth where we can be close, my first wish after i die and go to heaven will be just that
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:54 am UTC
Iām sorry. I got help. Iām better. I wish I could go back and change so much, but Iāve broken it all now. I hope one day youāll be able to even look at me again. I miss you but I know youāre better off without me. I hope youāll never forget the good times ging. Thank you for the memories and the lessons learnt.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:00 am UTC
i know youāre worried that iām just replacing him with you, but i need you to know that you mean so much more to me than he ever did
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:51 pm UTC
youāre really cool and iām glad i can talk to you again. this is just a reminder that you are my favourite person and after lockdown i want to make cakes and hello kitty pizzas and have spontaneous picnics with you :)
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:47 am UTC
You make me so happy so effortlessly. Iām so lucky to have found someone who matches me so well; who shares my interests, humor, grievances, and politics. I had a trial run of life without you, and the worry and guilt and loneliness that enveloped me was almost unbearable. I hope you know how valuable you are to me and that I would give anything for you. I love you. Truly.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:36 am UTC
I wish I could look into your eyes while we slow dance in the kitchen like we used too, I miss you baby
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:48 am UTC
youāre the best thing thatās ever happened to me. i truly believe weāre soulmates and to lose you would be the greatest tragedy imaginable. i love you, ellie bear
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:26 am UTC
Iāll never fully understand why you left. Because if you really loved me you wouldāve stayed. And it kills me to think of you.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:46 am UTC
i'm sorry for hurting you. i shouldn't have. i miss you. i know we probably weren't right for each other but i'm sorry if you felt i led you on. that wasn't my intention. i seriously hope you're doing well
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:56 pm UTC
You made me realize I was not straight. I loved you and still appreciate your presence, but why did you have to talk shit n ruin our friendship? text me maybe
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 6, 2021, 8:29 pm UTC
i am so sorry. you were always my best friends and i will care about you forever. i wish u could forgive me.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:42 pm UTC
it would be selfish to tell u. but god i wish i could.
i love u immeasurably & i am so fucking sorry.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:19 pm UTC
Even after all the hurt, you'll always have a place in my heart I can never seem to get to the bottom of. Maybe in the next life..
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:42 pm UTC
I really had so much love for you..but Iāve moved on and you did what you did and that made me hate you
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:08 pm UTC
i'm sorry for being so dependent on you. it's just that you were always my yellow. i knew that if i needed you, you would be there. i am so grateful for that.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:51 pm UTC
part of me is still waiting for you to come back. if you don't, i hope you find someone who makes you happier than i could have. all my love, always.
From: ABC
To: ellie
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:49 pm UTC
even though we both had some extremely fucked up moments, i really was in love with you. i'm sorry i can't do anything else to make you believe that, but you really did make me happy.
