Unsent messages to ELIZABETH

hi lizzie it’s me again. i miss you so much, i keep trying but you never contact me. i keep waiting for the “i forgive you text”. i’m listening to hollywood by lewis capaldi and remembering the day before my surgery, where we went on a drive and sang that in the car, and you said i sounded good. i love you forever and a day.

i don't know if i can still keep up. i'm at my very lowest, but i need you to know, that you made my every single day better. but since you were gone it all went wrong. just know i'm sorry and it's not your fault.

you’re the first girl i ever loved and it drove me crazy having you so close but so far at the same time im glad you’re happy now

me again... i think about you everyday. i always wanna tell you things, good and bad, send mgg posts, lay in my front yard and stare at the stars and talk about life. and laugh, non-stop. i will always love you, forever and a day. i have no hate for you. i tried my best to distance myself from you on social media and such, since i heard your decision was final to get me out of your life. i wish i could go back and change whatever i did to make you hate me so much.

I'm sorry you felt like you couldn't have me in your life anymore. You are amazing and I will always cherish our memories. I love you forever and a day.

hi. im really in love with you. you have to be the most beautiful energy that came into my life. thank you babylove.