I thought I needed you. Turns out I never did. Thank you for turning your back on me, i’m flourishing.

its getting suffocating now.. i dont feel safe in this relationship.. I love you so much but its so hard with you

I've slowly outgrown you. It's been months since I held myself back from letting you go. Now I think it's time. I love you always, humble.

I know we don’t talk anymore and I’m absolutely totally sorry for the pain I had caused you also this is a lie sense you always call me a manipulative bitch ??‍♀️?

I hate how you always come back but never stay, it felt good when i moved on and you wanted my attention. douchebag.

You make me so fucking angry. Stop telling your friends you miss me. You never apologized. I hate that I still think about you.

its been a long time now & i still miss u. u were everything to me, u were all i had. i loved u more than anyone or anything in the world and then i had to learn how to be without u. today is important and u don't even care anymore. i'm sorry i wasn't good enough. i'm really sorry

i still see ur face in my darkest moments. i hear ur voice telling me it will be okay when i'm falling apart. ur in my dreams and ur on my mind when something happens. i can't bear seeing u with someone new, it's killing me but i know that doesn't matter to u anymore. i know u want nothing to do with me and u just pretend for my own sake. i know the truth and i'm sorry i was not good enough for u but i still have something in my heart for u, even after all this time. i don't want to do this without u anymore. it's so fucking hard and i hate it. i hate it so much. everyone tells me to get rid of u but how can i when ur the one who taught me how to be okay and how to survive this? i'd give the whole world for 10 more minutes next to u. just to see u smile at me the way u used to. i miss that feeling i had whenever u were around. it always made me feel like the world was right again. u made me feel that way. i would honestly take a lifetime of sadness for 10 minutes with u by my side again. i miss u the most in this stupid cruel world

I still secretly love you and miss you terribly, but will never contact you again after what happened. I am only beginning to process how horribly we ended. I have fully accepted being alone in this life until the end. I wish you hadn't wrongly assumed what led to our demise but its not for me to correct the storyline anymore.

if only it worked out, but u just made it seem like u saw me as a friend. turns out u didn't, but its too late. you n ur new girl r cute, I'm rooting for u!

i wish i could unlove you. i wish i could erase the poems i wrote of you. but i can’t bring myself to forget you just yet, and it kills me.

Somewhere in a different universe is another version of us that worked out. See you in another lifetime loser

its been like two fucking years and i still cant forget about you. i loved you so much. i dont know why you're still on my mind, but you are. i miss you so much, but i can't do anything about it now. you probably think im the worst person ever, but i promise you im still the same old me. i still like playing outside and i still like swedish fish and i definitely still think of you every day. i still can't believe that the only reason we talk is for birthdays. and still then my heart drops to the ground when you respond with a "thanks". i really hope we have another, cause im really scared that you're my soulmate.

you were perfect. your curly hair, perfect jawline, beautiful smile just more and more reasons why i wish i could have you. the way kids and babies loved you so much, one day you're gonna be an amazing parent. the way you respected girls of course cause your three sisters made sure of that, one day you're gonna be an amazing husband. and although we probably have no chance, i like to think of what our future would look like. its beautiful btw. you're the most perfect guy ever, that makes everything worse cause i know we have no chance of being together.
please find a way back to me, i need you.

funny story, joshua bassett reminds me a lot of you so when i see him i immediately start to think of all the cute stuff you used to do

I didn't want it to end. my heart is hurting more than you'll ever know. I still think about you. every second of everyday.

I really like you and I really do. But, why are you avoiding me? I miss you.

Oh ohh to be Inlove with your smile
And my heart's pounding a million of times.

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suddenly, every song was about u

I love you, that’s all. I love you and I miss you more than I thought was possible.

i saw something today and it reminded me of you. i miss you

I miss you, do you miss me too? I want to love you again.

if i sent another vlog, would you watch it?

for you i would ruin myself a million little times

In my entire life, I have never loved anyone as much as I love you

i miss you.....

I miss you and I still love you.

Hope you are fine today.

where you go, i go

i love u my baby

i just wish we could’ve worked things out..
still wanna be an actor?

Do you dream about me? You’ve been in my dreams recently

I love you

I love you so much baby you will never know but I fear you aren't ready

you have no idea how much you truly mean to me..wonder if you feel the same……

I like you a lot. cant wait to see you again

i was in ur fashion class n i’ve always wanted to tell you that i think you have amazing style !!

i miss u everytime i see something that reminds me of ur eyes it takes me back 3 years

I really really really like you. I like your personality.

I sometimes miss you but as a friend, text me soon?

Saw u have someone already. I really did love you back then.

I still love you. I just didnt know how to show it.

I like you

I like you. Thanks for believing in me
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by the time you see this again I hope you are doing better :)

Your fascinating face holds more power than a million declared words

i miss you a lot

You lead me on what happened to you liking me a lot I don’t understand why you did this

i love you, loves:)

i hate how you made me feel. but u were my everything. things change though i wish u the best.