Unsent messages to EDGAR
From: ABC
To: Edgar
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:01 pm UTC
As much as I want to go back to you for the 4th time, I just can’t. I feel stupid for doing this every year.
From: ABC
To: Edgar
Date: October 3, 2020, 8:19 am UTC
you ruined a lot of music for me. it kind of astonishes me how your personality is still based off of mine. i miss who you were and the things we had. i miss us but you, like this, and me, like this. we are not us and will never be again. you kind of destroyed us but you blamed it on me when it wasn’t a me thing. it was a YOU thing. you never told me when you should’ve and i resent you forever for that. you scare me, genuinely. you shaped me into a psychopath and i now scare myself. i will never listen to that song and not reminisce on times where i was in your arms humming along. fuck you a million times. literally.
From: ABC
To: Edgar
Date: September 28, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
I hope you go fuck yourself in Malaysia.
And by the way, everyone makes fun of your name. That's why I never said it.
From: ABC
To: Edgar
Date: September 27, 2020, 4:12 am UTC
Time machine:
If in ten years I do end up marrying you like I plan, I’ll show you this message and tell you that I knew it from the start -M
Sep. 26 2020
From: ABC
To: Edgar
Date: September 25, 2020, 8:57 pm UTC
i cant even post on my story the things i say to you through here. I’m scared that you’ll find out. I’m such a coward.
From: ABC
To: Edgar
Date: September 25, 2020, 2:33 am UTC
idk if i should just get my pain over with already and tell you what i feel for you.
no- nvm... you’ll reject me.
From: ABC
To: Edgar
Date: September 17, 2020, 2:03 am UTC
I’m mostly happy throughout my whole day, but then the night comes, and i realize i don’t have you to tell you how my day was :/
