you ruined a lot of music for me. it kind of astonishes me how your personality is still based off of mine. i miss who you were and the things we had. i miss us but you, like this, and me, like this. we are not us and will never be again. you kind of destroyed us but you blamed it on me when it wasn’t a me thing. it was a YOU thing. you never told me when you should’ve and i resent you forever for that. you scare me, genuinely. you shaped me into a psychopath and i now scare myself. i will never listen to that song and not reminisce on times where i was in your arms humming along. fuck you a million times. literally.
