O sabah beş'te kavga ettiğimiz için çok üzgünüm. Biraz benim hatamdı, seni öyle kovmak istemedim. 14 senelik arkadaşlığımızı mahvettim. Beni bir daha görmek ya da benim ismimi duymak bile istemiyorsun, anlıyorum. Yine de hayatıma anlam kattığın için teşekkür ederim. Hayatının devamında başarılar dilerim ve umarım hep mutlu olursun. Daha iyisini hak ediyorsun. Sana kabalık yaptım, benim yanlışım. Keşke hep yakın kalsaydık. Umarım şu an daha mutlusundur bensiz. O kadar çok içimde sakladığım şeyler var ki hep acı...
Her neyse, rüyamda sık sık seni görüyorum ve barışıyoruz. Uyanana kadar. Bir rüya.
Love you sis. x

I mean you hurt me a lot. You never saw the way you hurt me because you think ‘’You did nothing’’ I mean you did do a lot of things. stop calling me a bully when you're the one bullying me but you see it as ‘’ur talking and making friends style’’ i mean it really hurts me. I feel alone and u dont see that cuz u think ‘’ur so cool’’ and i'm a ‘’ragey easily triggered ‘’depressed’’ teenager’’ i mean i am depressed but yeah

You used my vulnerabilities against me, yet you still think you're in the right

i'm glad you aren't in my life anymore.

I really miss you and I wish we could hang out again. It's been 7 years.

man i hate that i still love you. my stomach has been sinking all week. i’m sorry i couldn’t be him.

i will miss u sm
xx.

I’m starting to forget you.

move on already. what happened cant be fixed.

I miss you, isn’t that sad? It’s been years since we’ve talked yet I still see you as my first love.

But then you ruined it all. How could you do that to me? To us?

miss u, girly. ik schools hard for u, so dont give up! xx

i hope you healed

favorite person in the world, thank you for being my sister.

remember when we confessed to each other on ur bed?

I feel like we’re drifting away. I wish you’d care less about what others think of you.
<3

I’m really trying to find peace… I was hoping to apologize and get closure

Even when you left, i kept loving you with all my being. My only wish is to see you again.

i love your blonde hair and pretty eyes. wish u didnt have a lover. you were my gay awakening lol.????

i’m sorry i ended things that way.i just hope you can find it in you to think about me once more

I just wish you had the guts to reject me instead of ignoring me completely