you asked me why i slept with you and i didn't really know the answer back then. i think i said some anxious bs at the time. now that it's been some time (and i'm on lexapro), i think it was a combination of a lot of factors that made me feel comfortable. something felt right and for the first time in some time i felt really warm. i've been waking up chilly these days and i wish i could know what i did to make u drift away. maybe i'm just unfamiliar with all of this still