the reason i acted out was because I was embarrassed that you knew. i still wonder if you ever felt the same.

i don't think i ever loved you in any way- you never let me. i was in love with the idea of a private school basketball playing cocky cute boy. i was in love with the idea that maybe there was something.

it's the little things about you that will stay with me forever. your eyes glistening, a sparkle that's unique and just for me to see, it's your smile that glows and brightens every aspect of life. it's us blissfully alone together under the stars.

sometimes i wish she was here just so i could ask how to not love you and how to make you love me.

i like your smile, your jokes, your laugh. i swear i'll ask you out next winter

i shouldn’t after all this time and maybe i’m crazy but i miss u. i wish we had memories not words.

i feel like there was a lot more you could’ve said.

I love you and I miss you so much everyday

100 poems down the drain, and all those tears wasted, i forgive you. but youre never coming back.

I'll carry all the moments that we have together to grave.