Unsent messages to DECLAN
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 30, 2023, 8:50 am UTC
I don't understand why I wasn't enough for you
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 30, 2023, 6:54 am UTC
It was 1 day, that 1 day I fell in love with u. I will never tell anyone my heart longs for U
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 28, 2023, 6:17 pm UTC
its been years, but, i still find myself longing for you.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 27, 2023, 4:33 am UTC
I wish I told you that I loved you that night
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 24, 2023, 10:20 pm UTC
I stopped waiting for you a long time ago
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 22, 2023, 7:22 pm UTC
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy <3
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 22, 2023, 2:20 am UTC
I don't care how long it's been, if you ever asked I would take you back in half a heartbeat.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 22, 2023, 1:09 am UTC
every time we do this nothing changes. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 15, 2023, 8:24 pm UTC
was any of what u said even real or was it just another way to gaslight me
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 14, 2023, 9:44 pm UTC
i would’ve never done that to you
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 14, 2023, 4:08 am UTC
Nobody can ever come close to how you made me feel. It was just always the wrong time for us
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 9, 2023, 11:51 pm UTC
I hope you heal and find happiness but I hope I never talk to you again. Please let me go & move on.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: September 21, 2023, 10:08 pm UTC
Why did u flirt with me if u were just going to get back together with her?
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: September 14, 2023, 7:03 pm UTC
stop texting me, we are not friends. you can't just use me when you're bored.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: September 12, 2023, 8:02 pm UTC
it doesnt matter what either of us want as long as hes happy. but i wouldve never done that to you.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: September 2, 2023, 1:53 pm UTC
i love you darling :) you're my eternal sunshine
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: August 14, 2023, 2:27 am UTC
does ur gf know we shared a bed a week before u saw her
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: August 1, 2023, 3:05 am UTC
why don't you want me? i will always want you.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: July 23, 2023, 12:44 pm UTC
I am so insanely into you. So smart and insightful. Luv xx
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:41 pm UTC
i was stupid for coming forward,but my feelings never faded lol
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:27 pm UTC
i’m sorry for disappearing, ill continue to love you still.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:48 pm UTC
i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: July 12, 2023, 12:56 pm UTC
You’re more important than the sunset.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:37 am UTC
Hey dude.. i understand you feel like ill leave
but i wont
i really care about you and your one of the most important people in my life so i guess we will see how it works out..
I love you
your a good friend
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: January 6, 2021, 4:21 am UTC
I miss you. I dont know what else to say other than that. I miss you and I wish things were different but also I know they cant be different. I hope you grow and thrive and do all the great things I know you will do. I expect nothing else. I'll always be cheering you on,
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: January 5, 2021, 11:57 pm UTC
I’m sorry I sabotaged our relationship, I genuinely felt love with you, the moment we held hands secretly in that IWK movie theatre ? I want to think that if the future respects us that it will put us back together someday, as we deserve each other. I’m sorry and I’m so glad you fixed your life and became happy again, but I wish I could be your happiness:/
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: January 4, 2021, 6:21 am UTC
i know you most likely wouldn't answer if i sent u this but i wanted to say that i am finally over you, for good i think. i think us not talking for a few months made me realize that i don't need you in my life anymore.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:19 am UTC
i wrote another one under the name oxi, but yk im gonna write another one. you used to be my favorite person and everyday i felt like i did something wrong. i loved you for almost two years and part of me thinks i still do, but im really not sure, since we have talked in about a month. im sorry if i ever did anything wrong. i think about you a lot.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:26 pm UTC
I knew I was ready to begin to fall in love when you told me that you wanted to slow dance in the living room for no reason. You just wanted to dance with me and then I knew
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 30, 2020, 3:07 pm UTC
I still love you.
And I know you hate me.
I spent all my time with you, and you just left me. Sometimes I wish we could bump into each other so I can show you how well I’m doing without you. I almost went through a fucking Ed. I wanted to kill myself because I was so alone. So don’t act like you have it worse. I didn’t do anything to o you apart from love you and tell you I love you. Some days I can’t decide whether I want to punch you or kiss you or both.
And why her. I could have been anyone but you chose her. I hate you and I love you and I want to kiss you and I love you.
I fucking love you.
What we had reminded me of what Cassie and Sid had in Skins, and how messed up that was.
I wish we had better.
I cry myself to sleep thinking of you and when I’m not crying I feel numb.
You are the first and the only person I ever connected with like that.
Don’t give me that bullishit that I messed us up because all I did was love you.
I loved you, and you broke me.
Your broke my heart.
And for that I will always remember you.
Even after 3 years, even after a lifetime.
Because you changed my life.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:03 pm UTC
I still love you. But I’m not in love with you. I’ll never be with you again but that doesn’t mean I’ll never be here for you. You will forever be known as my first love and we were right person wrong time because no one has ever treated me like you did. And I’ll never ever forget you. I hope you get everything you ever want because you deserve it xx
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 21, 2020, 9:23 pm UTC
i left because you showed me how little i meant to you, when i asked for the minimum, you still gave me nothing
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 15, 2020, 10:57 am UTC
this is my second “letter” to you, and i hope by now you’re well. you don’t know how much i love you. i never told you, and i apologize. you told me you loved me in front of everyone and i know it hurt you that i didnt respond with the same words. i know its time for me to move on, but i cant seem to do that. its so hard to let go. i know youre over me and i broke you so many times. i cant put into words how sorry i am. i want you to notice me. i go out everyday, and it seems silly, but i picture you wherever i go, in my car, at the store, walking. i picture you somewhere there with me, looking at me but i dont see you. thinking about you at night and day is so tiring. it rips me apart. again, im so sorry. i love you.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 14, 2020, 6:41 am UTC
I think one day we will work, even if it’s in another life. we didn’t find love but I think I loved you. if you see this, stay cool.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
hi dec,
it's me again. my 2nd letter. my feelings for you still remain the same. i wonder what goes on your mind about me. i miss you
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
i love you. so much. and i miss you. i wish i could see you. and i wish you could see how amazing you are.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 6, 2020, 4:17 am UTC
i can see a future with you. us growing old together and staring a family of our own. i just want you so bad.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: December 1, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
You see it as distancing myself. No, I'm struggling with amnesia and I have nothing to say during this time.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: November 30, 2020, 7:34 am UTC
i dont think you know what this site is, but i hope you dont find this. i apologize for everything ive done. i know that ive hurt you, multiple times. im so sorry. you told me you loved me in front of everyone, and i couldnt give you a response. i was overwhelmed. now that ive lost you, i realized. i realized that i love you so, so much. i seen something today i wouldnt think id see for a long time. i was crushed to say the least. ive been blocking out every boy that i come across because i know im not over you yet. considering youve found someone new, maybe its time i do as well. its been a while. maybe i should open my heart for another person. i love you so much, and i hope you know that. so whoever she is, please.. please let her take care of you. take her into your arms and hold her tight, she deserves it. she deserves your love more than i do. take care.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: November 27, 2020, 1:33 am UTC
hey ducky,
back then you told me this was your favorite color, so hopefully you'll know who its from if u ever see this. i felt so many emotions i hadnt before with you. the idea of you gave great happiness and hurt. the world still goes on while we do our own things, but i'll always wait for you.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:43 pm UTC
i still love you. nothing has changed. you're all i ever wanted and so much more than i deserve. i just wish you knew how amazing you are.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: November 16, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
i never meant as much to you as you meant to me. i want to be angry i want to be sad i but i cant because we were so insignificant. you outgrew me, you met new people and suddenly you didnt need me because now im not the only one who loves you. i think you know i love you. and i miss you.
From: ABC
To: declan
Date: October 31, 2020, 10:22 am UTC
Hope one day you can feel the love you always wanted. Just know to forever be happy with or without me :)
