i dont think you know what this site is, but i hope you dont find this. i apologize for everything ive done. i know that ive hurt you, multiple times. im so sorry. you told me you loved me in front of everyone, and i couldnt give you a response. i was overwhelmed. now that ive lost you, i realized. i realized that i love you so, so much. i seen something today i wouldnt think id see for a long time. i was crushed to say the least. ive been blocking out every boy that i come across because i know im not over you yet. considering youve found someone new, maybe its time i do as well. its been a while. maybe i should open my heart for another person. i love you so much, and i hope you know that. so whoever she is, please.. please let her take care of you. take her into your arms and hold her tight, she deserves it. she deserves your love more than i do. take care.