I've liked you since I met you in 6th grade.

Fast forward the next five years and you're still such an incredibly important person to me. You light up my days and make them a trillion times better, some of my best memories are with you. You've kept me going through so many years, and we've grown together and gone through so much. Now I've accepted how things are and don't honestly think you'll ever return my feelings, especially now that I live on the opposite coast, but I respect you and see you as a sister now and of course love you like one regardless.

It's moving slowly but I'm trying to make my feelings fade and think of you in a new light, as like an unconditional best friend. You were the reason I realized that I liked girls. No matter how much I debated my sexuality, I kept going on the string of knowledge that you gave me butterflies and made me so genuinely happy. I luv you so much my wafer (no homo, anymore haha) thank you for being the best friend ever. I've never really said anything about how I feel in fear of ruining our friendship, and I know even if I told you and we continued to be friends your brain might freak out, which to me was just a risk too big to take. maybe you've caught on, maybe you're just getting an idea, but please text me if you see this.
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Idk why u think I did all that stuff. U were pissed bc of something I said but only if u knew the reason. U think u know everything but b4 our fight I had moved on bc our relationship was toxic. You'd rather b friends with my older sister than me the one who approached u first. Even after 5 years of friendship I was never your first choice. I'm tired of the fighting can u plz just move on bc this doesn't need to ruin my life anymore.

Thank you for everything, honestly you're such a great person and friend. But I haven't been so honest with you lately...I'm not doing okay. I know when you asked me if I was okay I said yes, but that's a lie. I'm doing good, I'm doing terrible. I'm in so much pain and idk how to tell you. I've been going through a depressive episode for a couple weeks now, and have been sucidal lately too. I just wish I could tell you to your face, but I don't want you to worry about me like you used too. I think I'm starting to get out of it, I mean you know how my depression is, it comes and goes. I relapsed last night...and I just wanna be able to tell you, but I don't want you to go to my mum, or tell your bf, so I'm hiding it. Maybe that's bad, but maybe it's for the better. I'm gonna try and be the "happy" friend like I used to be so you don't have to worry about me. Ily.

ive been here for you for so long just for you to leave me for someone youve known for a few months. it really hurts but i cant keep forgiving you.

I'll admit, I'm scared. I'm scared of getting hurt. I have so many feelings for you but I can't tell if you really like me.

i really have lot of plans for us but, that stops when i feel like i was wasting my self on you.

people think we’re gonna get back together. what do u say?

Hi! Don’t be too hard on yourself. You did a good job! :))

Hi. I'm sorry for everything. I hope you're well.

if only…

in another universe, we would've been talking right now

i miss you so much

imy

You’re the person who made me realize I was a lesbian, ily forever and always

im so sorry for all ive done, all ive scared you with, its not your fault, and i love you so much.

my first love. my first everything. i’ll always love you. you’re my sweet girl in another life

talk

i wish you would talk to me more.

I love you to the moon and back my dearest baby

I hope we stay friends forever and in every universe, I love you :))

would you still talk to me if i messaged you?

I miss you a little more today. I miss you, so much.

I still think about you a lot

are we still okay? do you still like me? if there's someone new, you could've just told me.

I’ll never meet another like you. You were right.

You're my best friend but I think I'm in love with you. Give me a sign, anything.

I wish I could tell you how you make me feel

i wish i could take everything back

i wish you would still talk to me. i love you.

Today I miss you a little more.Even though you want nothing to do with me anymore, and I screwed up

talk??

I hope you find yourself soon. I hope you find your soulmate, and who you truly are.

I think we can

I miss you so bad, I still think about you everyday. I wish we could start over

I miss you so much. I sent that Happy New Years to you and you didn't know who I was. Im sorry

I know I shouldn’t be crying about it but I miss you
You ripped my heart and I still love you

I’ve always liked you , but I knew it would never workout …

i miss you so much, i hope that we'll find each other again when the time is right

i miss being your fly

I know it's been months but I can't stop thinking about it still

The one that I wanted, but never the one that I'll love.

im sorry im failing you, im tired and dont know whats happening to me

you are my one true love, I will never forget you but, your dead.

every night I wonder what life would be like if I didn't push you away like that