Unsent Messages

I've liked you since I met you in 6th grade.

Fast forward the next five years and you're still such an incredibly important person to me. You light up my days and make them a trillion times better, some of my best memories are with you. You've kept me going through so many years, and we've grown together and gone through so much. Now I've accepted how things are and don't honestly think you'll ever return my feelings, especially now that I live on the opposite coast, but I respect you and see you as a sister now and of course love you like one regardless.

It's moving slowly but I'm trying to make my feelings fade and think of you in a new light, as like an unconditional best friend. You were the reason I realized that I liked girls. No matter how much I debated my sexuality, I kept going on the string of knowledge that you gave me butterflies and made me so genuinely happy. I luv you so much my wafer (no homo, anymore haha) thank you for being the best friend ever. I've never really said anything about how I feel in fear of ruining our friendship, and I know even if I told you and we continued to be friends your brain might freak out, which to me was just a risk too big to take. maybe you've caught on, maybe you're just getting an idea, but please text me if you see this.
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