Unsent messages to CRISTIAN
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:17 am UTC
i'm sorry for making you feel like shit, and leaving you thinking that i feel bad because of you. i enjoy you so much and i love you, your my happiness i enjoy everytime i can spend with you otp even when were miles apart. i hope you stay safe and arent losing interest in me, because i feel terrible atm. -
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 25, 2020, 9:01 pm UTC
Nose que sientĂ por ti, ni se lo que siento ahora, aveces te odio debo admitirlo, aveces me cuestiono si tuve la culpa o no, si lo de nosotros era para siempre, pero todo eso se derrumba cuando se que YA TIENES OTRA, como puede ser tan facil para ti, yo ni mirar a alguien puedo, como lo haces? no tienes corazĂłn? que te sentiste mal por mis palabras el otro dĂa, que te dolieron, enserio? si a los dos dias ya presentabas tu amor al mundo, no MIENTAS, No Me MIENTAS, que necesidad tenias de hacerme sufrir, ahora me pregunto, si te pasare por la cabeza, si aveces recuerdas algo de mi, si cuando paseas con ella me ves a mi, se que han pasado meses desde que no me ves, que no me tocas, pero en los meses que mensajeamos siempre siempre te senti cerca, aun que estuvieras a kilometros de mi, tal vez me falto expresarte mas mis sentimientos
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 25, 2020, 11:41 am UTC
Pensaba que tu eras tu pero gracias a ti he sabido como defenderme de las patadas que me dio la vida despues de tu presencia que arraso la mi vida, en fin espero que algun dia podamos hablar como antes y estar de tranquis como tu y yo sabemos. La elegiste a ella y ella es la que salio jo**** ,en fin hasta siempre.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 25, 2020, 5:59 am UTC
Esta bien si no aceptaste este amor, esta bien si saliste con mi amiga aunque ella sabĂa lo que yo sentĂa, espero que ella te haya echo feliz
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 24, 2020, 7:38 pm UTC
Desde el primer dia que te vi sabia que me iba a enamorar y lo hice ahora estoy pensando todos los dias en ti, intento pensar que tu también me quieres, ojala sea a si, ojala
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 24, 2020, 1:01 am UTC
I’m learning to love myself a bit more everyday thanks to you :) I hope we can make it in the long run, I bet we can ??❤️
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:15 am UTC
I keep making myself believe I miss you but I honestly don’t I miss the idea of you, the idea of having someone hold me and tell me how much they love me. I miss someone being there for me. I don’t miss you I only miss the idea of you. I just want to let it out to someone but everyone makes it seem as if I actually miss you .
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
last week you held the door for me, i haven't stopped thinking about it. it's the nicest thing anyone has done for me in a long time. i didn't feel invisible then either. thank you.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:40 am UTC
Iḿ sorry for ever confessing to you which ruined our friendship. I wish we talked more like we used to in 6th grade.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:00 am UTC
why didnt you ever care about me? i was always there for you but u never cared. i knew you liked my bestfriend more than me.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
To my first love who I haven't seen three years, I hope that you're still that funny and filled with happiness guy. I will never forget about you.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 12, 2020, 1:48 am UTC
i kind of always wished you would just tell me everything. I wish you wouldnt hold anything back and simply admit to the things. you saved me but you cant save me from myself
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 10, 2020, 11:25 pm UTC
but i love you now again. please don’t leave. you mean everything to me right now and you always will. i promise i’ll always be ur little ketchup packet from now until the day i die.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 8, 2020, 1:20 pm UTC
I miss you, hopefully in the future we will meet again and we will laugh at everything we went through to be together
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: November 8, 2020, 9:38 am UTC
it’s weird bc i hate talking to you so much but i can’t ever get myself to ignore you. i think about you all the time and every time you call me i get the feeling of butterflies in my stomach and i hate that you have that effect on me. but most importantly i hate that i love you
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: October 31, 2020, 8:58 pm UTC
i cant wait to graduate and never see you again. and im never gonna watch death note now. because of you.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: October 31, 2020, 12:51 am UTC
I love you and I'm sorry I never properly told you. Every "I love you" I ever said you took it as one friend telling another that they cared. I just have one last question. Do you still listen to MCR or Blink-182?
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: October 27, 2020, 1:28 am UTC
Ngl I liked you for so long, that you're the only person on my mind. You've become a priority on a whole other level. You brighten up my day and honestly with every notification I get my heart skips a beat. Sometimes your the reason I smile for the whole day. Over anything you do. I'll always be their for you, and you should know that. ilysm dummy and even if you reject me again haha you know I won't give up on you ever.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:19 am UTC
I cant stop looking at the picture I took of you that night. I never thought I’d ever have a chance to be with you in person, and I never want that to be the last time.
From: ABC
To: Cristian
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:28 am UTC
I fell so hard for you and you knew it. I wish we were as close as we used to be. I miss you so much please come back to me.
