From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: July 31, 2024, 2:18 am UTC
i hope we work out, ill always love you baby
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: July 1, 2024, 11:06 pm UTC
I waited for you to come back. I thought you had. I was foolish to believe that you still loved me.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: June 28, 2024, 9:18 am UTC
Why did you tell me that you still love me, just to ghost me, again? What did I do to deserve that?
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: June 18, 2024, 3:53 am UTC
I love you but please stay away from me. I love you too much
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: May 30, 2024, 5:48 am UTC
im sorry i can’t give you the love you deserve
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: May 20, 2024, 3:06 am UTC
I wanted us too. I wish it had worked out. I hope youre doing well now and are happy.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: May 14, 2024, 4:25 am UTC
i liked you. u made me bi. i didnt tell bc i didnt want to lose you, but turns out i lost you anyway
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: May 6, 2024, 10:31 pm UTC
I miss you my bug. Hopefully you’re doing amazing and I hope I never hear a thing about it.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: April 29, 2024, 2:21 pm UTC
I’m glad we finally stopped trying to make this friendship work. The bad outweighed the good.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: April 10, 2024, 5:55 pm UTC
Im done my love. maybe in another life you’ll change before i was too tired. <3
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: March 28, 2024, 10:37 pm UTC
I really want to catch up, but it'd ruin years of me trying to move on. I doubt you'd want to either
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: March 28, 2024, 7:22 am UTC
I miss my best friend, and I’m sorry for whatever I did that made you want nothing to do with me.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: March 20, 2024, 12:11 am UTC
Come home please. The void is to vast. I need you
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: February 24, 2024, 3:46 am UTC
I wish you would text me how you truly feel
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: February 19, 2024, 8:56 pm UTC
The older i get the less i desire and the things i desire i cant live without
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: February 16, 2024, 11:52 pm UTC
i’m sorry for how our friendship ended. i meant it when i said you were my best friend, i promise.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: February 6, 2024, 5:42 pm UTC
In another lifetime, as you once said. Eternally grateful to meet you and love you from afar
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: February 3, 2024, 11:16 pm UTC
heres to one last goodbye, ill finally move on
i wish you the best
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: February 2, 2024, 1:07 pm UTC
i really was serious about being best friends forever. i’m sorry i couldn’t keep my promise
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: November 14, 2023, 3:26 am UTC
I love u and wish I knew how to tell u but im scared you wont feel the same because of the past.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: November 12, 2023, 10:49 am UTC
I’m sorry for the way things ended but not how I dealt with it. You will always be my first love.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: November 8, 2023, 1:47 am UTC
I think about you a lot, I wish you didn't move, but I know you'll be happier without me.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: November 7, 2023, 4:31 am UTC
It was my passion and purpose to do what I can to see you succeed. I still want to see you happy
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: November 3, 2023, 7:26 pm UTC
i'll never see or hear from you again but i hope you're doing ok
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: October 26, 2023, 2:15 am UTC
I missed that smile. Glad to see you still have it with him.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: October 14, 2023, 6:13 am UTC
i have to keep my distance for the sake of losing these feelings I should not have. You'd understand
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: October 10, 2023, 12:39 pm UTC
Passion and purpose does not always align. I just want to see you happy and successful
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: October 10, 2023, 2:47 am UTC
I miss that smile. Glad I got to see you still have it with him.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: September 19, 2023, 7:55 am UTC
i didn't mean for our last words to be in anger, i'm sorry
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: August 14, 2023, 7:05 pm UTC
When I said I like you, I didn't mean it as a friend.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: August 2, 2023, 10:57 pm UTC
I miss you so much but ik I mean nothing to you
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:54 pm UTC
I miss you 2 years later, I hope your happy.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:55 pm UTC
letting you go.
not because i want to, but because i need to. for my health, my sanity and my future. you're happy with him now, and your happiness is all that matters. i will always love you.
-Jay, formerly known as JR.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:34 pm UTC
I still think about you sometimes. Usually when something related to love happens in my life, my thoughts skip back to you. I'm at a point where I remember the good parts more than the bad but I still don't know if I could ever fully forgive you. I still miss you sometimes though
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:28 pm UTC
thank you.
i miss you.
i love you.
my life is agonizingly torturous without you.
you were everything to me.
I hope he loves you as much as i do.
you deserve nothing but love and happiness.
-Jay, formerly known as JR.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:59 am UTC
you’re not my first love but i really have to get things off my chest. i’m in love with you, like, horribly in love with you. and it’s so weird because i once told myself at the end of my last relationship a few months ago when we were getting closer that i wouldn’t ever let myself have feelings for you lol. um, i’m kind of very upset? idk, i don’t think you’ll ever like me back and that really fucking sucks, because i like you more than i’ve ever liked anyone and so yeah...whatever though it’ll be fine. we can be best friends if that’s what you want
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:23 pm UTC
this is the last one.
it's killing me.
you're happy with him and i won't do anything to take any happiness from you, because i know what you've been through. so just know that i will always love you, i'm going to focus on trying to stay alive, and i will miss you, hon.
goodbye, my heart. -J, formerly known as JR.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:57 pm UTC
I'm glad that you're happy now. i don't know if I'll ever get over you, but that's okay.
i will never forget what it feels like to be in love. i hope he is everything you ever wanted and more. i will love you,unconditionally,forever.
-J, formerly JR.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:35 am UTC
It's 4 a.m. and I haven't slept for 3 days. I now know that I shouldn't have held on to someone that wasn't holding on to me. I truly love you, and that means that I need to let you live your life. Even if your life and mine are very different.
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 8, 2021, 11:19 pm UTC
I've only ever wanted to be with you. I think about you all the time. You make me the happiest I've ever been
From: ABC
To: courtney
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:13 pm UTC
hey! this is for J who keeps writing these to Courtney... are you okay? I keep sending messages. if you want to talk ill keep checking -from another Courtney