Unsent messages to COOPER

you were not my first love but i still find myself thinking about you more than i dare admit. maybe we could have been more if i were braver. maybe it’s best we weren’t

You may never see this, but I haven't stopped loving you, and I don't think I will
-Your Little Dragon

you made me happy for the first time in forever, i'll never be able to thank you enough for it. i hope you're doing good. hopefully we will be together in another world.

idk why i cant get over you, you treated me like shit but i cant stop thinking of the good things and what might happen.

I know we met on a silly trip but you stuck in my head. I was so sad I had to leave and you were calming me down. I loved talking to you my boyfriend hated it so I didn’t tell him. I’m sorry for asking you out . It shouldn’t have been done and I’m sorry it was a dare I did like you a lot . I wasn’t ready for another relationship though and you taught me that. You’re a year younger than me yet so much smarter and cuter. Anyway I wish I could still talk to you a lot has changed .

I like you, and you don't like me back and that's fine, but I can't help but get butterflies every time we talk.

you were the love of my life, i miss you endlessly and id give anything in the world just to have you back, to see your smile, to hold you, to bring you small gifts, to be there through everything. youre my soulmate and i love you more than you can imagine

you were the love of my life, i miss you endlessly. id give anything in the world just to have you back.

i know you like her more, but it’s okay i understand. she’s everything you’d want in a girl. i love you and i want you to be happy.

i’m proud to say i’m leaving you in 2020. i do miss the memories, and sometimes when i lie in bed i replay them over and over trying to feel that same sensation i felt those days. i wish i knew i was in the good days, before i left them.

you never seemed to notice me. i think u hate me, but that’s okay. ur gross anyways LMAOOO ur brother doesn’t even like u bitch!

i’ll never forget the memories we made. the way you made me smile without even trying. no one has ever made me feel the way you made me. i wish i could tell you one last time that i love you. you deserve so much and i’m
sorry.

I have liked you for a very long time and I would always get butterflies thinking about you, but I dont feel that anymore because you've changed.

you said you loved me but i knew you didn’t mean it. you never come to see me anymore and it honestly breaks my heart. i think about you all day and think about how much i just want to be with you. i miss being held in your arms. i miss you. why are we drifting

i wasted 5 months on you just for you to tell me you didn't want a relationship. to be honest, i thought we already had one.

We haven’t known each other long, we haven’t even met in person- but I really like you. You probably find me unattractive though. Anyways, bye COPer~

there really was nothing wrong. you made me beyond happy and made me see life differently. but ik im not the best for you. good luck i love u alot

Hey, this is a bit awkward. I liked you a lot, but you liked her. I loved her and still do and want the best for her, and if you were the best thing, then I was happy for her. This took place years ago and I always thought that someday it would finally be my chance to be the girl that all the guys wanted. Sadly, that still hasn't happened yet. Not even close. I'm pretty sure that you knew I liked you, but you two were who everyone was talking about. Since she was my best friend, she knew that I liked you too. The same exact thing happened the year prior. We both liked the same guy... but she got him too. She was always more funny and sweet and kind and beautiful than me. I didn't stand a chance. She was always going to be... more. There isn't much pain left, but there sure as hell was a lot then. I was happy for her but obviously sad that it came at my expense. You never did anything wrong, but this is my way of coping. In order to let go, I must forgive you. With that, I bid you farewell and wish you the best in all that you do

i miss you, you have a gf now, but i miss you beyond words. the thought of you makes me want to throw up just bc i miss u.

i miss you, you have a gf now, but i miss you beyond words. the thought of you makes me want to throw up just bc i miss u.

best bud cooper. i wish it was still like that. its been 180 days since we first met. im sorry for everything. i wont be able to celebrate our 200 day friendship anniversary because i was stupid and i said stupid shit. i realize now just how much everybody meant to me and especially you. i doubt youll see this but thank you so much for the memories and everything. ily. take care.

I was so numb before I met you but you made me feel everything at once. I just can't tell you I love you

I wish you understood how much I care about your happiness and that you are the only thing that is keeping me going.

not sure if you were my first love even if you were the first guy i said i love you to. i was too insecure to be in a relationship. sometimes i would try to open up but it was hard. we are both kind of shy so it sucks. also i wish we had stayed friends, but we are both doing fine. two flames sometimes just... burn out. we needed some gasoline honestly

i care for you, a lot. i understand that your mad at me but the whole thing was just so irrational and we were naive. youre a cool dude who id love to still be friends with but you need to understand that it was never my intention to hurt you and youre not the only one thats sad.

we used to fight all the time but I just wanted you to notice me, you said you didn’t like the kind of person I was. This has stuck with me forever and yet I still can’t get you off my mind.

I know you don’t feel the same but I love you so much. We haven’t spoken in ages and we barely know eachother but you’ll forever be in the back of my head.

I liked you since 1st grade and you liked me the whole time too. When we became best friends and hung out all the time you asked me out and i said no 3 times. looking back i regret that bc i think i loved you. now we’re still besties and hang a lot but you don’t like me and i moved on but i miss you.

How is my friend? Is she still a better choice than me? We could've been something, something amazing.

Bitch it’s so funny how I was literally in love w you freshman year and now you are one of the dumbest people I’ve ever met ;)

i miss our friendship. i wish we never dated. u were my best friend, then just like that u left my life. i would give anything to go back to those last few nights and changed how i handled my emotions. i wish we could still talk in class instead of pretending each other doesn’t exist. i don’t know how to text u and tell u i miss u more than anything else. but i’m also so hurt that u left me knowing my past, how much i’ve been through, and i wish u knew how hard it was to open up and how safe u made me feel. i’m sorry i didn’t open up like u wanted me too. i’m working for it and if ur reading this please please text me, i miss u

We live under the same sky, but on different sides, so maybe one day we could watch the stars while I lay by your side

You would never talk for me, but I fell for you. There is a million words I’d say to you and a million memories I want to make with you. When your name pops up on my phone, my stomach drops.

You're my best friend. I love you more than life and I'm so grateful for you. I hope you and Cora are doing well and I hope to see you soon.

I have always been so interested into you and I dont know why. I always thought you may have likes me back but now I think I am wrong. Things would have been confusing if it did work out because of her. If I dated you I would have felt like I left her out. Shes my best friend and it would be weird if I were to date or be in a realtionship with her brother. Still I feel like someday we will get together. But only time will tell.

i will miss you everyday , and i will love you for all eternity. but i understand you aren’t mine to love anymore. i wish you the best.

i know i fucked up. we talked a bit ago and you said you would think about coming back, but i don't think you're going to. but holy fuck man, i can hope.

after you kiss someone, it takes 6 months for the DNA to go away. today is the day you officially leave me.

Thank you for always being there for me in everything. we have history. you don't see that. its ok i understand

thank you for getting me into bts. thank you for loving me so much. i wish i could still hit you with a pillow in the middle of target and kiss you after :,)

My body feels bare without your touch. My phone seem pointless without your text messages. My heart feels empty without your love.

I still remember when we would play games in the school forest and you came to "rescue" me. I want that hero back. Your my first - hope ur new town is treating you well

I remember watching the sunrise the last day together and you looked at me and told me you loved me. What happened to that love?

I think about that morning when you found me at the train station and wish I said something different

hey b, we haven’t talked in a long time but whenever someone says think abt someone u love love. well i think abt u and i just hope u can see me one day as i see u

you changed my life. i know you won’t ever see this but i just wanted to thank you. i know we don’t talk anymore but i still tell god every night how perfect you were

you were the first boy I ever loved truly. I will never know if it was mutual but my god you didn’t know how to deal with someone loving you. you broke me and yet I still love you. I would’ve never done that to you ever

Oh how I loved you, and still to this day. I fckn miss you but you weren’t good to me, maybe in another dimension x

I've liked you for as long as a can remember. I just don't have the guts to tell you straight up because I know for a fact that you don't like me. You're perfect in every way.I don't want to like you I really don't but I can't help it. I know you don't think of me like that. I wish you would. I really wish you would like me but I know you never will.All those nights I stayed up with you talking about the girls you liked and the girls you would never get made me realize how hung up I am over you. I was hoping you would finally notice I liked you because I was dropping mad hints.Also for the past month you've been ignoring me and I'm pretty sure you don't even see me as a friend anymore.If you do ever see this hi text me and we can talk. -C ( I'm sure you'll know who this is)

I hate you. you took my youth away and ruined my life. I was still a CHILD, why would you do that to me?