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Hey, this is a bit awkward. I liked you a lot, but you liked her. I loved her and still do and want the best for her, and if you were the best thing, then I was happy for her. This took place years ago and I always thought that someday it would finally be my chance to be the girl that all the guys wanted. Sadly, that still hasn't happened yet. Not even close. I'm pretty sure that you knew I liked you, but you two were who everyone was talking about. Since she was my best friend, she knew that I liked you too. The same exact thing happened the year prior. We both liked the same guy... but she got him too. She was always more funny and sweet and kind and beautiful than me. I didn't stand a chance. She was always going to be... more. There isn't much pain left, but there sure as hell was a lot then. I was happy for her but obviously sad that it came at my expense. You never did anything wrong, but this is my way of coping. In order to let go, I must forgive you. With that, I bid you farewell and wish you the best in all that you do