I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to tell you this in person so here we go. you’re my first and only love, you’ve been with me through everything even if you didn’t realize it, you don’t know how many days a simple conversation I had with you stopped me from ending it all, the days we’d call would stop me from overdosing, you fill my heart up with so much happiness and my biggest fear out there is that I let my guard down around you for nothing