Unsent Messages

I know that things are rough right now so I just wanted to write this to show you that you are so important to me. Whatever it is that you’re going through right now I promise I’m here for you whenever you want to come back. Once college apps are over I hope I can come surprise you at Sunmerry and you can make me a taro bubble tea and we can make power point presentations about what’s been going on in our lives like you see people on Tik Tok do that you send to me being like, “can our friends do this?” If our friends don’t, you know I would swim oceans just to see you smile, so taking part in a Tik Tok trend is light-work. I just wanted to say that I’m really proud of you for being able to step off the grid after recognizing that it was causing you unnecessary stress. I know that for so many people our age even restricting social media usage is so hard, so being able to fully disconnect is crazy. I’m proud of you for finally doing what’s best for you after years of trying to please others. You need this, and I hope that things resolve themselves soon. I miss you so much, and I wanted you to read this as a reminder that I’ll always be here for you through all the dumbbitchitis, but I encourage you to take all the time that you need to yourself. I hope you find yourself and you start to feel happy again, because that’s what you deserve. Happy Eva=Happy Sapna. You don’t have to respond to this; this is just my way of showing you how much you mean from a distance. I love you, and I hope to see/hear from you soon