Unsent messages to BRODY

I miss you, I want to see you again. i really liked you but we only talk on and off. Call me, i love you. I always have.

You said you weren't ready for a relationship, and then posted about your new gf days later. Why couldn't you admit you just weren't ready for me?

i miss you a lot dawg but it's not the same anymore. i know we're meant to be with each other in another dimension so it would've been selfish of me to have you twice.

it's not the same anymore but we agreed that we would get married so ill see you on the other side then

Why am I never enough for you? Why do you always leave me I love you but you break my heart every time you get a chance your probobly talking to a bunch of other girls besides me and that’s probobly why you ghosted me again it’s been 2 years of on and off and I’ve loved you for 5 I just wish you felt this way about me you fucking suck your an idiot and an assholw but I love you

i don't know if i want you in my life anymore. when we talk it's always a gamble if you'll make me happy or ruin my day. we've been together for so long but what are even fighting for? we don't need each other anymore so why do we not let go?

why did we become so connected to each other? from the moment we first hung out there seemed to be this bondage that couldn't be broken. from friends, to significant others, to acquaintances, there is something that keeps in each other's lives. why is that?

fuck you. like honestly. i don't know if i'm being real with myself but omg you literally suck hahaha. you're a piece of shit, sorry.

you have never called me beautiful. you have never bought or made me a gift. you have never driven to my house. you have never made effort to meet my family. you have never really loved me the way i wish you did.

i wish you would care enough to understand how broken you make me feel. you are quite possibly the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. i can't believe i forgave you for lying and having sex with other girls. in a way, it's made me stronger today, but what you did has deeply broken my heart and prospective of trust. i may heal and be your friend but i will never forgive you.

i’m not sure if i know what love is yet but what i do know is that you are the closest i have gotten to it.

if i were to know how you felt about me truly i would've broken up with you sooner. howd you forget me?

hi idk if you will ever see this, I don't think you even know this is a thing but I love you and I hope you start to feel better you deserve nothing but happiness

you were more than i couldve ever asked for.. im sorry i pushed you away like i do with everyone else

i really want to see you and hold you tight. i love you so much that i get butterflies every time i snap you, i want u to meet my parents. they’ll like u slot:)

I hate how you can't communicate but I rly hope we want the same thing. Put ur bigboy pants on and admit it.

i wish u noticed me. i wish i wasn’t just some girl in ur science class. i wish u wave back to me when i waved first. i wish u didn’t ignore me. i wish we were better friends. i wish we would be partners in math again. i wish i could go to school with u. i wish u were mine.

what happened? why did you act like i was the only person you loved and cared for and then all of the sudden act like you’ve never met me. i thought you loved me.

You were always so sweet. Keep making people laugh, but don’t forget to check up on yourself. I know you cover up your pain with humor. Take care

i dont want to tell u so its going here. im getting seizures, im going to the doctor and the only person i wish was holding my hand was u.

Even though it's been months, I still lay in the bed we used to share and wish I could roll over to you next to me just one more time. I don't think I'll ever stop missing you. My heart just isn't whole without you.

I’m sorry that I fell in love with the version of you that I had made up and then got mad when you weren’t him. I still kind of miss you though.(your room’s blue ; ) )

I miss you but you’ll never miss me thank you for being there for me even thought I wasn’t there for you

i don’t know where we went wrong . it was so perfect, then out of nowhere it crashed . i rlly just want to text you n rlly talk about everything. idc what i said in the past i will always love you the same . nothing will ever change that, nothing at all.

hi brody. you're honestly a really cool guy. you were a great first boyfriend and helped me learn to love myself. i don't know how i could ever thank you enough. i'm sad our relationship ended the way it did, i shouldn't have blocked you. but i'm also too stubborn to unblock you and apologize. i hope we can be friends in the future. you're a cool guy :)

Thank you for ruining me and making me believe i would never be enough for anyone. For making me believe that i didn’t deserve love. Thank you for making me realise how toxic some boys could be, and making me realise i deserve more than you.