Unsent messages to BREANNA

Still think of you everyday.....i just hope your doing better without me.
Do u still like chicken?

i miss you. Call me.

i really wish things had happened differently between us.

i still think about what we had. we were kids but i really loved you.

friends don’t talk bad about eachother.

Words cannot describe the hate I have for you. You preach positivity and love but you’re hypocritical and a liar. You always will be.

I know im bipolar as fuck but i truly love you. I want to make you as happy as you make me. I cant apologize enough for blocking you. we are on ft right now and you are playing lil peep. i wish that we could be together forever. i get mad and say things i dont mean and im so fucking sorry. I wish i could be perfect and not fuck up like i do all the time but i cant control my emotions. If only i could make you happy. I love you so fucking much and words cannot explain how much i care and love you breanna.

it all felt so real. but u started to fall and u thought i would hurt u. u don’t know how much u meant to me.

I'm writing to myself because I know nobody else is going to. Hey me, I hope you're in a better place in life by the time you're reading this. Things have been really difficult this year, but you got through it, so you can get through anything. I love you, sometimes. I know I'm not exactly perfect, but I'm starting to like myself more and more each day. I think soon enough I'll truly be happy. Don't forget to love yourself and never ever let somebody take control of your life. You're worth more than that. Make your own decisions for your life, trust me. Experience life the way you want to, you only live once.

Hey... I know we don't talk anymore because we grew awkward after what happened last year... I just wished I was able to say goodbye one last time... I really do miss you and honestly wish we stayed as friends but I guess he was in control of you. If it's really right person, wrong time, then we'll meet each other again in the future. But with only two years left of us seeing each other awkwardly as we walk down the hallway... it seems impossible that I'll ever see you again... I honestly just hope you the best in life down the road and always stay warm, because you were always cold and complaining about the cold weather. Stay warm during the winter, stay hydrated, keep eating your cheese quesadillas, keep loving your family, and most imporantaly look after yourself too. Gosh if only I could say this to you in person... if only... Thank you for the opportunities that you gave me to explore. Because of you, I was able to experience what it was like to be infatuated and fall in love, fall out of love, and eventually deal with heartbreak. Thank you for all the things that you did. Keep fighting hard!

Your a selfish ass hole, I never did anything wrong to you but you keep talking shit like I don't know.

hi,we were friends for a while. um you were a really toxic friend, but i kind of miss you. when you commented on my post, it confused me. i just hope you're doing good and i hope you found a good group of friends in college. (yellow reminds me of your favorite gum lmao)

you ruined me. you absolutely tore me apart after you left me. but if I was in a room with all the people I loved, I’d always choose you.

I’m tired of fighting with you... I’m done. It’s so emotionally draining - we’re both in the wrong. No one is innocent in this situation. But I just can’t do it anymore, I’m moving on and so are you. I don’t apologize for anything but I’m just over it.

I hope you realise how genuinely happy I am that we found each other. We may have only known each other since last November and live an ocean apart but that doesn’t change how much I care for you and appreciate you being there, we have been through so much and I’m so proud that you got through it. Just us listening to music together or talking about happy times helps me so much and although we’re far apart we’ve made some amazing memories and I look forward to see what memories we will continue to make ?