i hate you for every you've put me through. you don’t even count as my first love because of the way you treated me.

ur sloppy top changed my life in a way i nvr thought possible. ty 4 teaching me how 2 love and 4 absolutely throwing that neck

Did you mean it when you said we were soulmates? Sometimes I wonder if you tell her the same thing, ma chérie. Was it an empty promise?

if you called me out of the blue i would pick up. if it had no caller id and when i answered, it was your voice, i would stay on the line. nothing can explain how much i hurt just wanting to talk to you again, like we used to. you moved on so fucking fast, like i was nothing to you. i was there when your life was in so many pieces but you're the one who caused my life to become pieces. i promise that when i refused to post you after we tried again wasn't because of you, it was because of my friends. they're probably right about you, randi. i miss being yours so much. it brings me physical pain to think about how we used to be, and how we could still be if you didn't leave me that one morning. i can't shit on your new girlfriend, im sure i was just as bad. but what you told me that night made me physically hurt for you, i promise that i wasnt being selfish. i guess im still being selfish for feeling this way, but i can't help it. i miss sneaking kisses before the bell, using my hall passes to see you, i miss lying to my dad about why you wanted to come over. i miss walking in the middle of the night in town with you, i miss laying in bed with nothing but your teeshirt and listening to your playlist. i miss watching you play that stupid paint game while lying in your arms. i miss you doing my makeup while sitting on my bathroom floor. i miss everything about you, lovely. i miss the softness in your tone when you woke me up from a nightmare. i miss the way you would say "princess" when you were trying to get my attention. i miss being loved by you, i miss everything. i forgave you so long ago. i forgave everything you did because i was so upset you were gone. it hurts being alone with you, it hurts hearing you laugh and knowing its not from me doing it. i just wish i could tell you this to your face.

you fucked me up and made me think i was a bad person. you tried coming back into my life by THREATING to kill yourself. wtf

Go to bed and rethink everything you read and everything that comes out of your mouth, perhaps your entire life. Have a great night.

its been so long. why cant i fucking get over you. part of me wants you to see these, but i know i wouldn't be good with the confrontation. i'm so sorry, randi. i love you so much and it pains me to see how much you love her.
if you see this,
-your puzzle piece.

i guess this website is my way of coping. i just wish i was yours again, it hurts so fucking bad. i forgave you almost as soon as it happened, i just wanted an apology. i love you and i want you to come back to me, we could have worked. i would never be able to send these to you, im not sure where else to put my feelings. i genuinely just dont know how to feel. i feel selfish. i shouldnt be feeling these things for you anymore, its not fair to you. i just hope she treats you right, love.

I still love you as though you were my sibling. I’m sorry I let others get in the way of that.

our bitter ending was most surprising. i’ll always think of you when i see this color

i miss you everyday. recently its been hitting me harder. i’d do anything to talk again.

I loved you but you didn’t feel anything hope you find someone to make you happy Cat face

Its been 2 years but everyday i regret not just saying one last thing. It was just so draining

whatever happens youll always be my best friend

I remember we watched twilight the first time we hung out :3

Sorry for letting you down.

i miss you

I love you my princess

I love you princess, my favorite weeping willow. sorry its so hard for me to say it. text me. <3

i wonder if we ever think of eachother at the same time

I think about you all the time. You were something else. I won’t forget you

am i a fool for still having hope you’ll come back? i’ll always have your back. always. all love.

Even though years are passing, my heart aches whenever I think of you. I still love you so much

i miss you everyday. i wish we could be as close as we were. you mean more to me than i can express.

you’re the best chapter. even after the new ones i’ve wrote, i always just end up re reading ours.

i hope the space helped you as much as it did me. thank you. im sorry for how things went, truly.

missing you deeply. words cant capture it. what a year its been. im proud of you. hope you are of me

idk i feel like we’d flourish together. i just want to grow with you. we already have the roots…