Unsent Messages

Hey, it's me again. It's been over 4 months since we dated. But over a week since we last talker. The last time we talked you told me "I don't like you. You are making me hate myself even more" That stung. I remember when you once told me "You ain't neva even cut yourself before". Well guess what. I do now. I do it every night. I hope you are happy. I don't feel any love for you anymore. Just regret and sorrow. You promised me that you wouldn't hurt me. But you did. You used to tell me "I love you". Now you tell me "I hate you". You said you would always care. Now you longer do. I still care i just don't feel any love for you anymore. I never really opened up to people. But you begged me and promised you wouldn't leave or hurt me. Yet you did. You taught me that love isn't real, forever is only temporary, no one really cares forever, and don't open up because you are only asking to be hurt in the end. Now that I know that i will never open up again. I also choose blue again because it's your favorite color.