From: ABC
To: bethany
you broke me. you wanted to hurt me and i'll never know why. congrats my self-confidence no longer exists.
From: ABC
To: bethany
you really hurt me when you chose her over me. but now it’s you that wants me back. i thought a bitch who lost the baddest bitch said smth. ?
From: ABC
To: bethany
i hate you. i HATE you i trusted you. i trusted you to not hurt me this time yet you did and you didn’t know until i told you and you STILL didn’t want to do anything to help.
you hurt me even more and taught me you lied to me for almost an entire year you could have told
me you weren’t happy and i wasn’t enough but you led me on AGAIN I TRUSTED YOU EVERYONE TRUSTED YOU TO NOT
DO IT AGAIN. i hate you i hate how i can’t actually hate you because i love you despite you being the biggest liar and now you’re gone. you’re gone now,
the lies stopped.
i caught you this time and you managed to prove i didn’t understand at all that i didn’t catch you. you lied and i hate how i loved you with everything i had and it still wasn’t enough. i told you i was in love with you and you still refused to change to put in effort you refused to not be selfish but the entire time you were. or were you just jealous i was moving on last year and you knew i wasn’t but you were jealous and pulled me back into your lies to make you comforted. for you to be able to say someone loves you beyond reason and will chase after you no matter what. you win i’m gone and i hope you realise in the future what you could have had if you TRIED to fight and change to be good enough. because you wasn’t. you broke the girl who was in love with you because you refused to do better for her and love i truly hope you learn to regret it that will make
me so happy because i’m not coming back if you do and you can watch me grow and be in pain without you now and be better in the future where you’re fine now but in a couple months you’ll miss my chase. you’ll miss everything i did and would say to you every day and i’ll smile when you do and realise i was good enough but for now i don’t think that i don’t get why you wouldn’t change for me i tried and held on despite the pain for so long and now i’m broken. that’s your fault and i hate you for that. but i love you because you comforted me, you were by me in tough moments. but those moments weren’t enough. i love you my softie and i wish you didn’t leave me and i wish i didn’t leave you but i’m in pieces. i can’t break anymore.
From: ABC
To: bethany
i’m so tired love, of not being good enough for you to love me and not knowing why or what i’m doing wrong
From: ABC
To: bethany
sometimes i type in random names on here. a few weeks ago, i noticed a few messages under this name written in this pale blue and another pale purple. the messages were raw, real, and so full of emotion. i reloaded the page, and they were gone. i'm not sure where they went, or why they disappeared, and the mystery of them has been stuck on my mind ever since. but to whoever wrote them, i hope you're okay. i'm assuming your person saw the posts since the there are no more daily messages. hopefully you were you were able get drunk with her and told her how you feel.
From: ABC
To: bethany
hey bestie, i never had the balls to tell you this but i truly like you, and yes i mean more than a friend. you are one of the only people that actually listens to me and understands me. you are one of the nicest, funniest, prettiest people i know. i am too scared to tell you this cause i don't want to ruin the friendship we have. i remember that night we were out front of your house stargazing and i pictured us kissing, that was the day when i know my feelings were real. anyways, thank u for always being there for me through everything and just know i am always going to be here for you. i love you so much beth.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I’m so in love with you, and god it hurts. The way you look. Your smile. Everything makes my body ache for you. Your hugs are sweetly tight, and your eyes are brighter than the moon at night. You just can’t see how perfect you are yourself.
From: ABC
To: bethany
everytime i see you i still get butterflies, you’re so pretty, you make me so happy beyond words, i don’t know how you don’t notice it
From: ABC
To: bethany
how was it so easy for you leave me while i was breaking. i’m now hurting and that’s YOUR fault maybe you don’t put the stars in the sky instead you’re the cloud that covers them
From: ABC
To: bethany
i've been feeling sorry for weeks but i'm beginning to realize i shouldn't be. looking back, you've been fake from the start. i was nothing but nice to you and you stopped being my friend anyway. so thanks for taking yourself out of my life ? please start being more mindful before you post. not everyone in life will agree with you and that's ok. you don't need to attack people over social media, especially considering that 99% of your followers already look and think just like you. you'll never see this but i still wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: bethany
i lie awake waiting for you to go to sleep so i’m comforted by you actually getting sleep unlike me. but then i stay awake waiting for a message or a call that is never gonna come
From: ABC
To: bethany
I know you read these. You're the best sister I could ever ask for ❤️
From: ABC
To: bethany
I’m sorry a stranger poses to hurt u. Obvs doesn’t know the truth or you, b. Glad u won’t read it.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I can’t change your decision but I just want the one chance to love you.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I miss you more then words can say, you will always be my best friend
From: ABC
To: bethany
i think i like you. i wish i didn't, but i do. you're an amazing person and i hope i never lose you
From: ABC
To: bethany
I hate you more than I ever thought I would. I still miss you.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I will always love you even if we arent together anymore you always have a special place to my heart
From: ABC
To: bethany
I'm sorry for everything. I still think about you everyday. I hope you've been doing okay <3
From: ABC
To: bethany
I think about you every night. I wish I knew how to reset things and show you who I am today
From: ABC
To: bethany
I miss your face, your smile, your laugh. I miss you being by my side. I love you.
From: ABC
To: bethany
You are the most beautiful, ethereal, smoking goddess and I can't believe my luck that I met you
From: ABC
To: bethany
You are so perfect and pretty I often wish I didn’t like him because you deserve him more than I do
From: ABC
To: bethany
It's been over a year since u left. But you haven't left my mind since.
From: ABC
To: bethany
Of course I did, you’ve always meant the world to me. Hope you’ve been okay.
From: ABC
To: bethany
Well, you better call me. Even as a single plant lady, I have a brood of nine plant children now.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I want to be able to proudly call you my wife. Come back to me, I'll be waiting forever.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I would raise 100 kids from 100 men if I could be with you forever
From: ABC
To: bethany
I still miss you lol. watching anime with you would've been fun
From: ABC
To: bethany
Cutting you off was the best decision I’ve made. Keep it that way.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I still think about you till this day ????.
I’ll never throw away those paintings you drew for me.wlr!
From: ABC
To: bethany
i never bad mouthed you. you were my bsf eggy. you were the most amazing person ever in my mind
From: ABC
To: bethany
I miss how you’d always call me gorgeous and beautiful when my bf wouldn’t, you were my sister Beth.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I dream about you all the time. I wish I hadn't said what I said.
From: ABC
To: bethany
I wish I could do it all over again,I miss you so much but I know you won’t return